Wednesday, April 4, 2018

Hold My Hand

Hold My Hand/H&TB
Livin' The Dream/UK
Okay Kyle, this one is going to be more Truth. I hate Truth some days too. I have been able to survive this journey and not freak out, because I always had a future date. Either with my girls or something major with these doctors. You have no idea how bad it is with this hell care system for humanity. After all the shutting of doors just walking through this monopoly? The set up to make humanity fail by using big brother and any excuse they can to get you hooked into this system? It is designed to make humanity fail. In our day growing up with our parents it was all about those benefits. The mark up and design on this hell care system is atrocious. They once again took something good, mark it up and hold it back to make humanity hurt and suffer any way they can. To many blanket laws in this justice system serving humanity. They used the institutions and that scarlet letter A long time ago to get the wrong Big Brother in your door. This is what I have heard from people for years. Especially in all places Pierce County.
Be Still My Soul/Selah
They have no jobs there. The biggest hook up for meth and addiction is right there. Yet they have to come back during work hours just to pay a fine? They can't move away without once a month showing up to pay a bill? In this county Kyle these cops had the right to walk through anyone's door once they hooked you in. They did the same thing with this medication. All of it. especially the pain meds and relaxers. A pharmacist any of them can deny you for any reason. One man had a colostomy bag. His X wife had the addiction issue and he lost everything. All the timelines in this monopoly starting over and you hurt so bad going through all this red tape, being ran ragged to meet all these unrealistic demands its absurd. Then to get to a counter that these people who hurt for whatever reason, the insurance and these pharmacist re-question and interview you. For Imitrex which is cents on the dollar. Back to start you go. They all go back to these doctors and they all ready did their service.  This insurance scam started long ago with Molina and that Obama hell care plan. How they our United States missed this I will never know? Except to feed that banking machine in the UK making all the decision on humanities education system and high price on that.
Come Alive/The First Time
This morning they are taking me back to those fives and just what caught my eye about Walmart? They shut five stores in different states, and they did not file a permit in any state either. Just what was the excuse they used? The septic systems. In five different states these five stores happen to have this issue? Come on. They got away with it. I knew long ago from working in insurance that they came in and got every one to jump on board about Corporate America not being able to provide insurance anymore, nor can we afford to feed them. Coincidentally all at a time they have removed three major industries out of the country. Now when I owned my business' it was a standard more than ten employee's you paid insurance to your employees. Yet they came in about twenty years ago and started pushing my mother and all these higher paid people working in these warehouses out the door anyway they could. AG of all things a cherry picker? Thank God she didn't get to pick. They used the insurance to do it. All those years of paying into the Union, by the time she left if she used a sick day, she had to come in on the weekend and make up for it. People coming in the door 8 bucks vs. 20 bucks. This happened everywhere about the same time.
Could You Love Me Anyway/DR
Here I am working in HR at Lockheed of all times when that invisible plane was created? Just found that out a couple months ago. Wonder Woman and the movie, the depression? What did she fly? An invisible glider plane. The depression from the 20 to 40's is the new depression era. Using the pills to shut anyone down emotionally. That pretty rainbow of pills to keep you suppressed from ascension to the light. That's all this is. That schizophrenia label is so mass produced and blanketed under with that label. I mean it is the same thing the shamans and Hindu's do in all walks of life. Only in this hell care system is it a bad thing. All these documents going through PT went from pain to depression. Nothing in between. All these referral that have to be written for any little thing is always one area or just one thing at a time. I have had to go back to start on every tiny thing a new doctor a start over. Same blanket drugs their are 3 of them that they are giving to everyone no matter the disease or pain. The middle men check in and paper work is absurd.
Can't Help Falling In Love/AB&KM
You said yourself I'm blowing up your phone. I know I am. To try and give you some peace of mind going through this. I know that every thing that was done to me was just to show me something? It's all about timing. The first thing out of my mouth was ISIS. Then I heard we are sorry there wasn't enough time. You think I didn't hear every word? We'll just have to see about that. Meet Virginia/Train. You want to know what turned me around? I admit I did an about face when it came to you. You really were supposed to go home. You said it was temporary being there and I didn't want you there. My brother had my teddy bear under his arm standing at heavens gates. My 3 lb Yorkie, that was a runner when it came down to the woods. He thought he was a black lab. He cried when my kids walked out that door. I'd just look at this dog, astounded. Yorkie's don't like kids. My children treated all my little dogs as brothers an sisters growing up. Every time I opened that car door at rock creek ridge he was runnin' and gunnin'. It was Alex and Kiley go get your little brother. My dogs kept those kids busy and entertained, but it taught them responsibility. It taught them no matter what they count too and they are our family. Another nick name? The dog lady. I heard in the beginning I've got 12 dogs.
Sweet Home Alabama/LS
It was weird how after I did the initial training of all my little dogs it was done. They didn't need a leash. Wrigley and Trident my black and white little dog at the beginning of our marriage. Polar opposites. I didn't think anything how they shadowed me in Cali, or wherever we went, but others wanted the same thing with less results. I had to teach Greg, you do not take on the responsibility of dogs and leave them home when we're camping, boating and hiking. Once I got that across to Greg he got it. He loved it. Which is why I thought he'd be great with kids. He is but only play time the rest of the time and investment in that responsibility literally did not compute when it came down to me or these girls. That's what I couldn't see your a doctor, yet I bring myself to leave my girls taking ski lessons to go to a tea party? 
Take It To The Limit/Eagles
I couldn't figure out myself why I won't leave them? They have security. They have CPR. They have the little day care when they need a break. I made arrangements for Greg when he got off to don't stop head up the pass. I saw him driving up the off ramp as I'm driving down the on ramp at Alpental. In that 5 minutes time Alex is standing in the parking lot holding the hand of some security guy, face bloody and swollen, a tooth hanging out of her mouth. A kid got off in front of her getting off the chairlift that she wasn't supposed to be alone on in the first place and instead of crashing into the kid that fell, she face plants a boulder. When I get home Alex is laying on my bed bloody, no ice nothing. He literally did nothing. No doctor, no ER nothing. Greg does not see pain and he has no compassion not even for his kids unless someone else is watching. The curse is the Boston Tea Party and Alex.
If You Leave Me Now/Chicago
This depression that is going on in humanity and that curse carry's through Alex and her father. Teacher conference. Her teacher made a joke, Alex makes the little boys cry. It was a joke. He was talking about her being petite, happy and outgoing. Her best friends growing up were boys. They were like her brothers. Just like my guy friends with me. She didn't like playing house and dolls. She likes rough housing and football like her mother. That was not a bad trait to me. However Alex has size DD breast, olive skin and a 24 inch waste line to go with that. Greg's new wife Anne took it upon herself right along with Alex's new step sister to label her a whore. She wore a bra, sports bra and a tank top to keep covered. She was aware, but Greg is doing nothing. Handing her over to this bad fucking behavior. In 9th grade she wouldn't let a boy near her. Ginger bread Jake wooed her for a year. Just like me she dated an older guy the last three years in high school. Mine was another school and three years older. He owned an industrial paint shop called Phinal Phase Phinishing and it was a purple triangle. My brother died in a love bug. My mother isn't even aware she is driving a white one now.
Wheel In The Sky Keeps on Turning/Journey
Alex had mentioned over and over without knowing it, different guys having depression around her. Jake was one of them. Then the next kid, she stayed in town for this one. I wanted her home. I knew something was going on with her and her father. Whatever it was she needed to come home and work this out. Whatever it may be. The stress this man put this one under with his demands. I knew one thing in the beginning and why I got her that job and put her back under my name. Even though she had a college fund, every time her grandmother sent her money for groceries and to pay bills. He would do anything to get it. Including calling her and telling her he wants the check her grandmother just wrote her for books instead. That was exactly it right there every step of the way with him and me. The way he'd take it and decide if your worthy to get anything back, especially when it came to food. I knew one thing looking at her. My children do not work for their food at this age. This is never okay unless they are just a down and outer. Wheel in the sky keeps on turning is Osiris. He and ISIS had a religion, it wasn't wrong. Just removed for the wrong power and reason throughout time. He is those 3 stars I have looked at my whole life and never knew what they were called, until Dave told me. Now that's a powerful trinity wouldn't you say?
One Headlight/The Wallflowers
My issue is all this wasn't just you? It was the power. For awhile every time I heard a higher name from JC the son or God the sun, whomever one and the same. Everything is written for this time about the alpha the omega. The yin and yang and balance. When you finally picked up that phone. It was about timing. I mean are you kidding? Not when I have my daughter in all places the UK. Yes in one of my visions Kyle I got handed a big King Size salmon, well I threw you back in the river. For awhile every time I heard a higher name, I didn't even know or care the power behind it. You could see my right hand come out and shove you into a steel door so hard it left a imprint. 9:33 Hilarious. Even on the key board systematically typing some days my typos would have a 3 all day in the middle, a 5 all day, A 7 all day or a 9. I heard in the beginning don't change one thing not one God Damn word of this. In some of my writing I am aware. I just left it in because it was all day typo again. Especially in the beginning I kept hearing the word storm. First I met three storms and 3 mothers with 7 children. I know I'm spelling weather wrong.
Still/The Commodores
Their were 7's all over the place. This is b4 I even knew that is the magic number in all walks of life. Right along with that magic number three. They have shown me throughout this journey. It's about that five star family of light I have on this rock, and that white five star family we ascend from and represent. We have the creator, the father and the mother.
We Light The World/Chris Rice
This time around it's the brother and sister. Funny how this five all ended up with the name LaRae and LaNae right here. One just happened to of been adopted in. I won't trade her for anything. She is mine. Break bread together you are family. It's that easy, but no longer. People hurt and they are hungry. Before I moved back here, I was watching people on meth and not knowing it for the longest time. What they were doing to survive? One lady hurt and I have learned that meth is a pain killer. When you are in pain everyday. You will pick up anything just to get a break from the pain, even if it's only a day. M. came to get me and I broke down crying these people are hungry Michael. They are hungry for Love Michael. They are hungry for food Michael.
Feels Like Tonight/Daughtry
Back to that power sweet pea and what they were showing me within myself? When I bit that man on the back he kept saying it burns. It burns like hell. I saw my teeth marks and I said, nope. HHHHMMM!!!!! Nope I don't see anything. I knew one thing I was not going to get out of that truck if he knew I caused him everlasting pain. Pain causes anger after awhile. Then later like just recently it sunk in what hair like women and teeth like lions really means during this fight with the enemy. Including taking me back to what my first love pulled? All those years, and I had already left him, no issue at all doing that. It was the Trust that was broken and the secret kept? When we first started having sex he had his best friend Steve under the bed. They planned it. I hung with Steve as a friend after Kevin and I broke up. Wouldn't you know it? Red head. He was a cutey but I couldn't date my boyfriends best friend. I didn't want those battle lines drawn if something went down. Right when Steve told me. I screamed out loud. Not just embarrassment, but Trust all those years. Then he tells me they would high five during. Right there I said, you just poisoned my first love. It was always something or someone else. Steve and I are 3 years and 3 days apart. We had so much in common. It gets worse his daughter was born without a hand.
Jumper/Third Eye Blind
I got left at a Skate King being the new kid in town by another mother. Her excuse her son is with them. Shortly after her son is killed by a hit and run driver. The day we met at that red rock, was my childhood friends birthday. She pissed me off at work one night and well she was killed up on cemetery road. She flew through the windshield. Red head. In the beginning before brother red showed up at the end of the counter dressed in red and black, looking down with a half smile, I kept picking up on this Gleason family. The red heads and the Aries. The fire sign. The lions, or my tat happens to have a name. The Fiery One.
Heat Of The Moment/Asia
Then right before you called I was falling asleep when I heard the story of Solomon's ring? The seven and the bull again. Timing and your name. The story how Kiley got her name? Horrible inside my heart. What a let down this scene. Then they showed me in the park how I looked at Greg, and I said eight names. One of them was Kiley. They showed me the day in earthworks park when I said I don't trust that Japanese woman or that German man to bring my children home. They showed me they were both there the day she got her name. My brother and her father. I have been put through the ringer because of you. I finally yelled out one day after the third mother of seven walked through the door. Not another 7. I don't want to see another mother flocking 7. Just then a Seagram's truck drives by. I'm yelling fuck you all. I get it. It's about those 7's. I mean my pass code at Samsung 7777777? I couldn't miss this number no matter how hard I tried to forget and just move forward.
Letter To My Daughters/UK
Look the music? Basically when you called and told me what has happened in the interim that was it right there? Its just enough. Enough fucking around or denying that there is something very wrong with our nation and this Big Brother. I was done denying the power anymore. I knew something else that didn't help me inside which I have said is those grandchildren? I mean the timing on that? The age, location and well hell Kyle the namesake didn't help any? I knew if I didn't grow some balls and start telling you what I do know up to that point that if something happens that would be a huge resentment to get around. I can't lie. It's like I'm on that show with Jim Carey and he's the lawyer that cannot lie for 24 hours. I hate it. Well your two mothers? Those two reasons why you had two bouts of cancer? Universally pulling in to pull you down, challenge you and incentive to keep you moving I knew right from the start was those girls. I called it your two big C's for those mothers then you get it a 3rd with a potential of a forth? Just in the last few days listening to you, I see the same pattern. You come home Easter weekend to be with your kids, then you get the flu, but you have a schedule to keep? Then you go drop a load and get stuck with another? It made me think of your location of all places, Spokane down I-90? For someone from the UK, you just to of happened to corner up right here on the I-5 and I-90? All along my families routes. The last time as a teenager, that I spent anytime with my father he took me to the petrified forest in Vantage. Cursed much? That is how my back feels and my muscles most of the time, my whole God Damned life. Especially since the car accident and about every 3 to 4 months. I crone. Everything pulls up in and it turns to rock for three weeks.
The Prayer/Canadian Tenors
Then sometime in the beginning of this journey, I go through the crone for my usual 3 weeks. I roll out of it. I wake up pain free this time, only this time I have an egg size mass that has formed on my left shoulder. When I watch these schizophrenics conversing with someone no one can see? I notice they literally chat with the person standing to the left like it is their big brother. Like you can converse and say whatever you want to your own big brother. When they get worked up and mad, they are all looking up in the air. I noticed right off the bat not only with Gary, the elements and colors he surrounded himself with? The rocks and the way he set it up around himself, then me? Even in his mess I could see the sequence and design. He kept putting this big metal thing somewhere near me.
Nights Are Forever Without You/ED&JFC
The day my purse just flew off my back and I had M. Meth in a eye glass case that said to Michael from Herb. The day he handed it to me and what he said? He said Colleen it's like it's telling me you can't have me. Only he can. I grabbed it and I said that is just the point Michael. I buried it with a wooden sun box that I have had for over twenty years and I hated to let it go but for some reason I buried it with his meth pipe it had a wooden sun. Then my only one night stand dream and in real life, it's some guy, we knocked boots all night. When you walked in the front door, their hanging on the wall to the right was a big wooden sun. He wanted me to stay, I wouldn't. It had something to do with alcohol. Your pancreas? Isn't insulin blood sugar? What is alcohol? Yea, your cursed and they are going to heal you, but as usual this family doesn't do anything gently.
No Surprise/Daughtry
What you do not know is we didn't lose our lives due to meth like people think? M got his dream job. That went from one thing to two. Then to three major things. These other two have nothing to do with what M is training for. This is what I keep seeing is their is no limit anymore to how bosses and corporations just pile it the fuck on. M. had to keep going back every two to three weeks to get a check. Not consistent. Some time's just a couple hundred bucks. My job over forty hours some weeks on three different shifts. I did everything on that floor. I was the on call girl that could pull it together and walk in and take over anything they needed me to do. Yet mine and Cyndi's paychecks are coming back like 99 bucks. We both had to keep coming back over and over to get paid. We had to have it figured out to the cent. It didn't matter what Larry added on, Patty took it off. We had three procedure's to clock in and even when we did them, no one bothered to look. I mean we never got it back all at once. It was being doled back out here and there. Cyndi kept having to pawn her computer just to pay rent. No matter what we were always wrong.
I Go Crazy/Pd
Then out of the blue weird things kept going wrong with Michael's car. That we have no choice but to pay for right then and there. Then I find out four to five months after an elk hit Michail's car where it happened? Michael drives like a mother flocking grandma. I don't care what he says. He will not move unless I have that seat belt on. He is so cautious. It was that black pipe that I spent about four hours at one evening. With a water bottle and a black feather. It goes straight out from that black pit. I kept asking Michail what happened? Tell me the Truth Michail? I don't care what it is? I had been getting on Michail's case about the white lie, telling me he is on his way to pick me up. Like he's just down the road, and when I finally do get a hold of him he's in Bellevue or some other far off obscure location. It's right under the light. He apologized later because it didn't matter how much I said, Michail it's not about your drugs? It's right under a street light by a clearing no tree's for Christ sake's. He said it finally. I mean I know how car accidents work and how the elk try to get across these roads. We all do in North Bend this time of year, but this happens around four to five a.m. This accident was at 1 a.m. literally at that black pipe. I didn't even know Michail's father was pretty high in the masonry or what the name of the tribe was he and V spent a year with until recently? The Lakota's and the Dakota's. One of his daughters that he put up for adoption whoring around in the service name is Alexandria. The purple scarf under the mason bowl the name is Alexandria. One of my nieces name's, Jordan. Kevin named his first daughter Jordan. My river of denial that was a mile wide.
December Collective/Soul
Back to these nines. The seven and the two are nine. Go to your left sweet pea, you have a trinity ring of fire on that end. Go to your right and what do we have here? Three rays of light with another Rae for a mother, my sister. Boy has she taken a beating in this life. They just did as I wrote this sentence my move for Justice. You will see my thumb go to my chin and I will push it to the side. When I am in Justice mode receiving info? You will see me plant my feet firmly on the ground and cross my arms. The same move this guy does when I'm not gonna get around him. It is also the same move Michail did when I saw that 10 year old boy with dark circles under his eye's standing inside him. This kid is anchoring Michail. I can't decide yet if it's good or bad? Keeping him shut down, and not budging him?  He won't turn off the technology just like most of the human race. Did I tell you in my crib sitting at my left shoulder was a toad? Who does that to a kid?
Sailing/CC
Timing and the locations of our children? Yours I still do not know? You just had to of had to call standing there while your first set of twins was being delivered then of course the grandson in the vicinity of Kiley? I promise you honey, I promise you just in the dark energy that is going to be flying and moving around when we go dark for two days and two nights they are heading right for our kids essence and energy. Everything is going to come up and down all at once. The other thing He made very clear the day I scribed on my Facebook? Assholes. It was the only day it was a mans voice. He was literally offering me up. Calling me out. Saying can she do this? Calling out all I carried in my pack? Then they get stolen by brother red? Asshole. I'm gonna kill that guy when I get my hands on him for this. I ran into him in the woods. It literally was like slamming into a wall. He scared the shit out of me.
The next time I caught on that I was being called back into those woods. I stomped my right foot said no. Turned around then I heard, it was about Michails life. At this time I had just met another Michael who literally used the words he feels like he's swimming in a sea of sharks. We knew we had seen each other at that truck stop and it turns out the family that was shot X-mas Eve was his in laws to be. His wife had the 3rd eye like me from a country with no government. She went on Paxil and couldn't hear that inner voice or see the light anymore. She committed suicide.
3 A.M./Matchbox 20
He even stole my tampons. Every time I'd gather something up in the beginning like my Imitrex and some cash. Smokes. My two national Geographic I picked up a native man arms extended 1944. The other was the planet mars on front. This was the day I did my 17 year old kitty river dance. One night when I came back for a visit, I walked out to that square pit and lying on the ground were my tampon's laid out like white little angels. When I got to Kent Hope I had two hearts made out of sticks with a cross made out of sticks wrapped in a vine, at the lookout I'd stand at. You could stand at this vantage point and see out to pretty much all of kent. That was my signal I was in the right place.
Drift Away/UK
I wasn't happy the day your wife told me just who it is that Kiley is to this planet? She can be a wicked bitch sometimes. Hella funny because Truth be told how do you break this news to any mother. Sitting on the bus I hear, Your Eve's mother and Eve's mother doesn't fuck around. I'm like that's how you tell me? You just blurt that right out there? Kiley had just told me in the car that she needs me. She's scared to date boys, she feels like she's sacrificing herself. I looked at her. I turned and got our of her truck. No way. I'm pissed Kyle because as a mother if they impregnate that child immaculacy. I'm going to kill every one of them upstairs. What that would do to her Kyle? Living as a nun sitting in life church of all places?
My Heart Will Go On/CD
My other one is ready to jump ship to one of three countries on her own. One of them was Greece. Well I got Zeus, those nine muses and that siren. The Greek philosophers and its Greek philosophy written in our doctors hippocritic oath That's all I could think to say. I can't get this one to come home. Kiley said, she didn't want her father to know she broke up with the guy. Alex got stranded in LA with some rich kid that was a friend during this time. She made it clear just friends. Nothing else, she said mom, nothing has ever happened between us. She tells him I have no money for this trip. She was working on top of everything this whole time. Some of this guys friends asked her who she was and she said, "oh I'm a friend of what ever this kids name was." The kid would not buy her any food for that remark. She didn't say anything wrong. This is the way people respond, to us. Extreme punishment for being truthful or naive.
Dance With Me/Orleans
In the beginning I wrote Alex is my five. She is half my heart and with Kai I have ten. Then I find one of Gods names is Jah, and it means the numbers five and 10. I also wrote my rock and I named her destiny. Then I find out the spear JC was stabbed with is called Destiny. When I look at it she is a goat for a animal sign. This one gets my goat. You have no idea. Yet her birth sign is this planet which is what? The land and sea. I try to hold onto that. Well even though Kai spoke to me b4 she was born, and the ability to shoot straight for the heart by the age of five. Making cupcakes, laughing and she looks at me and said, mommy your sad. Your so sad on the inside. I had to run away just so she wouldn't see me cry.
Sara/FWM
Truth be told these girls saw nothing go down between me and Greg. I didn't like scenes and he knew that when he'd get his digs in. I remember with Jim? He feared her. he would not go in her room. He would not cross her path if something was going down. This abuse with Jim really took off after he got the keys to my kingdom. His name on the lease, yes I had papers signed by the landlord, he knew I was there. yet he wouldn't fix the heat the same winter that the storms happened and gas stations shut down. I got stranded in Redmond, this is how I lost my girls. If I left work and didn't come back during this time we were told we'd be fired. I get stuck and the girls had to stay with Greg that winter. Jim was gone during this time. We were done.
Can I CU/H&TB
My goal honey is not to scare you but to have Faith in your power and those girls. I hold onto what you said with these girls. They are strong. They can work a farm and they didn't take shit from boys. Freya your wife sweet pea, the reason why I stabbed a green worm? She is not just the beginning of life for humanity but in everything. Right down to that worm that feeds the soil life. Its nutrients for the soil and food for the worms. Worms for fishing. A circle of life. Like the butter flies and bee's mother natures nectar. Your Not Free/UK, no your not and neither is the rest of humanity. It will be soon enough.
We'll Never Have To Say Goodbye Again ED&JFC
It was made very clear in the beginning in that message, no one in this Washington, and no one out of it for those two days and nights. I want you to remember when it comes down to these 15 what happened when the Celts tried to steel the oracle? What happened when they tried to steal Arc Of The Covenant? They died instantly. I was saying ashes to ashes dust to dust. Then sweet pea I saw the documentary on the Atom Bomb when it goes off and what is Biblically written? I kept seeing in the beginning that blackbird guy with the crooked black beak. I didn't know that was the plague mask. Learn something new everyday. 
Faithfully/Journey
I want you to know I wouldn't wish these girls future on anyone. Ever. I know one thing they will no longer be locked in a box or tower. That rock that was shaped like a skull I slept under? I found a documentary on those 13 rock skull crystals. Well Sunshine these are them. I don't have your names on numbers on these 10 yet? You know that bald egg head I said was growing on me in the beginning?You are the representation of this nations bird. Well about that spear of destiny and the name of the guy who ordered JC killed? The roman dude? Pilate pronounced pilot. Those Walmart's and Sam's clubs that are closing are owned by the same lot, and when you look at these empty buildings they are jails with high security. They have every thing they need in those boxes. The FEMA camps well it's the cause for this famine. Where did Mary M. show up, her last appearance? Fatima. The catholic church kept this back for a long time her message. Don't worry those twelve Cherokee's and 7 Navajo produced 7 little bishops. I'm the queen B of that mother flocking church.
To Where You Are/JG
The only walls I had to take down was wall street and religion, and big brother. It seems I have covered all the bases on these three, and number four is that oil pipeline that pulled some shit recently with 30 Lakota's. Come in and take at this late date. This behavior is still prevalent. They attacked thirty Lakota's with dogs one night standing guard, unarmed. One was pregnant. I'm so sick of this back handed behavior from these guys you have no idea. I haven't been out to North Bend in awhile and what I hear I'm not going to be happy about that tree line coming down once again for more rotating marked up boxes along my mountain.
I Started A Fire/Ash
They just happen to of had a sign off the beaten path long ago what that land behind Warrior Number two was really going to be used for? My thumb went to my chin. A septic system to hook these people up here and that highway. Fuck that. All while I have a serpent sitting up there, great that timing Kyle? I not only gave allot of golden showers on that big ant head behind that Edgewick Inn. What a black cloud and curse on that place? Notice how the rooms are always so dark and dreary inside? The fecal smell coming off that place? Those ant's that it was two big hooks that came together that I did that dance. The next day hardly any ants and the fecal matter smell was gone.The second summer I came back laying in the criss cross path of the tractors where the tree's were starting to get torn down was a little blue egg. All of a sudden I got the urge to pee. I learned to squat and pee on the go.
Brown Eyed Girl/VM
Well back to that worm we go? My first nick name isn't just because I'm a fertility goddess but I was watching a documentary about Egypt. Their is a old weapon from mythological times and it was called a worm something. Apparently this laser was so strong it could cut through stone. When I said I saw you after a fight happy, like you just won something the image I got had nothing to do with you being kidnapped? Nope! You were muddy, a little bloody and wet. Yeah Kyle your set up to win this one, but that wisdom tree of life has another name, and it's called knowledge. The more Truth you know ahead, the stronger you are. Especially with these kids being out and about. My goal like the song says U Raise Me Up/AJ. Only its you I need to raise and catch up.
Hooked/
I knew in the beginning that when I speak the Truth and call someone out on their bad behavior, they shut down. What I didn't like was it shut down every one else too. They may have cheered but I don't like this kind of attention. I'm happy in the background. In my life I didn't feel it was my place to tell someone the Truth in their bad behavior or the choices they made toward me. I knew it was odd and extreme, but hey these people are adults, and they didn't ask. Not one about nothing. What I screamed about at night? None of it. My whole life no one asked.
As Dreams Go By/BM
Well I was born in the land of fives and look where I end up? Federal Way is the land of fives. That big hand on the side of the freeway. I didn't pick this place. It was rented site unseen. Guess the road? Military road with the an army base down the road. I'm right by a 7'11. Kings cleaners and a Safeway. I spun around four times in the middle of 405 because a Safeway truck cut me off in the rain. I was in a blind spot and I couldn't get over. I was literally 12 feet from that semi, traffic just slowed that quick. It just started to rain. I was in Kevin's car. Toyota Supra heavy in the back. I tapped and had no choice but to lock them up. I spun four times in traffic hour. When I lifted my head, I was facing West and I look over at four lanes of traffic all stopped way back there. You could see their mouth plopped open. I should of just got out and bowed. It was incredible.
Amazing Grace/TWC&CT
I sang this at my fathers funeral. I really don't pick this. I hope this is all of what I know up to this point. Notice we haven't actually had sex Kyle. We have not cum together. I'm not happy about that bullet being lodged where it's at knowing full well your gonna get knocked around in this one once again. Just let me do what I need to do.
Come Thou Fount Of Every Blessing/FO
This is the power I never wanted to have. I don't know how you feel about the power and responsibility being handed to you? For me I don't take it lightly, but they are the chosen ones. We have no choice but to be left to come back and lead by example. We will be the judge sweet pea? In nursing school, my first patient Mrs. Laws. I knew when she was strapped down to that bed screaming like a child it was because she was not being treated with dignity. Neither are these people down here, nor the rest of the human race with all these blanket laws, blanket justice, high taxes, sins and fee's like fleas all over this rock. I'm done. When this day comes Kyle, they gave us a chance to get to know each other for a reason. Do what ever you have to do to me to get them off Kyle. Don't even ask. Just don't pull back on my neck, I have two disc and two plates and screws that will take 18 months to heal. Your a bullet and me a steel plate and screws. It's not going to be good for either of us if the wrong being gets a hold of either one of us. Who doesn't want to fuck an angel?
May We All/FGL
Most People Are Good/LB
Those black boxes, those coffins I saw on a documentary a hidden camera at a FEMA camp. As far as I'm concerned those boxes are not going to be for who they think? They are not going to be used for people who don't repent or abide by this one world order. They are going after those food trucks. First thing they do throughout history is lock up all the food. Those black boxes are for the 1/3 down, not this family and that 2/3 up.
Watching Over Me/The Canadian Tenors
Take Back Home Girl/CL
Open Arms/Journey
I Can Only Imagine/Mercyme
Four Letter Word/UK
Far Away/Nickelback
















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