Got To Do Your Part

Got to do your part. When was the first time I heard this? The river of snakes in California. Greg had to get out of town almost every weekend. He didn't start going to class on a regular basis until the school made it mandatory the last 3 quarters. Greg played volleyball. He went on 3 trips without me while in California. I wasn't allowed to go on one. I was offered to go on a cruise 6 months away for 300 dollars. Greg said no. I worked the first year at Lockheed making 8 bucks an hour. This place was office space. Hired as an admin and on my first day taken to the filing vault to work as a clerk.

I took time off toward the end of my year to have my wisdom teeth pulled. I was in the room laying down when Greg answered the phone and he yelled Colleen your grandfather just died. About 3 weeks before my wedding. I put in my notice during my vacation time. I had to move that file vault from one location to another. It seemed almost every job I had working as a temp I had to move the job to another location before I could start mine. With Greg over the years all I did was pack and haul to go on all these trips.

In California the river of snakes I had just sat down. James, Xavier and Greg all got up. Greg walks by me and tells me I have to do my part. Whose new car was that? Whose camping equipment was that? Who just worked a 50 to 60 hour week? I was still there by 5ish and who packed it all up? Who shopped for and prepared the food for these trips? Me. This was the first time I heard this. By our third summer I had to cut it back to every other weekend. Greg kept using excuses like this will be the last time or last chance. I wanted an annulment before we moved back to Washington because of this. He talked me out of it and said we'd slow down. We didn't.

While in California we lived in Santa Clara, Mountain View, and Sunnyvale. I worked as a temp at three different companies. I worked long term contracts with these companies. By the time we left I was making 17 dollars an hour with overtime. Greg couldn't even tell me in advance when he had state tests to pay for. It was always on the day of that he'd tell me he needed 250 dollars. I explained money doesn't grow on tree's.

In the beginning we did laundry together. If we were home we spent Sundays alone on the couch watching my collection of Disney movies. I started collecting them with my mother in my teens. Greg got half during the divorce. No his having to get out of town and needing a break is all I heard everyday.

I started counseling before I moved to California. Knowing that I grew up with a mentally ill mother. I knew by the age of 3 that she didn't need to have children. That she should of gotten permission from someone, including a psychological exam by the state. I learned one thing from my mother? That is how not to be. How not to treat others through bullying and humiliation. She was a narcicist through and through. She was belittling and if she didn't get her way she'd either start swinging or she would make you suffer if you tried to set boundaries with her demanding nature, It is never enough attention for her. She used her 3 children as objects. I didn't want to be a "no mom."

I went to pre-marital counseling on my own to be aware of things that may come up and how to communicate to resolve any issues. I went to 2 sessions of one on one counseling. My first counselor after I gave him an example of abuse, he told me to run and not look back. He also said I am nothing like my mother if I am sitting here. I took a quilting class. I used my antique sewing machine in a black box. I did a session of group counseling, and a series of dianetics. It was on how to do a clearing through emotions until certain situations didn't effect you anymore. I also had a spiritual advisor named Tammy. I worked with her at Lockheed. Her right hand moves like mine when she is tuned in. I did it for personal growth, I also did volunteer work for teens that were borderline teen members.

At the age of 15 I worked in the service industry at Pietros pizza. I worked with kids that were special ed. I had a special ed aunt from my childhood. In my Junior year I took a CNA class. I worked with Mrs. Laws for 3 weeks, she was slower but capable and logical. 3 weeks later they had her strapped down to a bed screaming like a baby. The word I got off of her was dignity. Why are your institutions more dignified than these people being at home with family? Why is it okay for you to do this, yet family members can't childproof their room and lock the door at night? You can strap them down to a bed. I didn't disagree however your laws don't treat people with dignity.

The other two things I got to see was a circumcision on a boy and a cesarean on a pregnant woman. No meds for the circumcision and I learned to see fat cells and how they melt with just the touch of a hand. The first thing that popped out was her hand still in the placenta. It looked purple. My first thought was alien baby. I was only 16 to 17 at the time. I went to Beauty School my senior year in high school and did advance training that summer. Weird things happened to me in Seattle. My instructor Steve had to give me a talk about how the weird things only happen to me and who my clientele really are. I liked my clientele. Some were lesbians and transvestites. I didn't care. I enjoyed my clientele. To each his own. Yes I had a few stalkers.

Easter Island

For Crying Out Loud/Meat Loaf  12/24/2018
I was wondering what was up with Easter Island? Finally figured it out? Back to the Sentinel I go. It turns out those rocks are called the Sentinel. How many times has The Sentinel come up in my life? In the fifth grade, I had sat and watched a scary movie called The Sentinel. A woman rented an apartment. She did not know all her neighbors were dead. They could not leave that place. Then the black beings came walking though her walls. That was when the grays started standing in my room. I had just gotten a red bible with my name printed in Gold. I opened it to Revelations and those four horsemen. I threw the book and I said not my God. My God would never do a thing like that. I had just learned to say in the name of Jesus Christ I rebuke you. Now I'm here to say yes God would. Yes he would protect his rock, his flock, his rose, the essence of the apple and the heart beat of this rock. The hand that feeds all life. This circle of life. The animal kingdom, the heavens that surround it and on this rock, is your mothers garden. It is her family farm. Meant to feed all her children. All her beasties from below and on this ground. Under the waters, and in those blue skies. Luna the moon, or is she called Sin? This Cinderella mother is the sweeper of the stars. The Gifted, the name of the institution that they are locking up the higher beings in? The Sentinel. If U don't think I don't see the silencing of my little lambs sitting in those institutions? Think again. You western medicine and big brother don't want mother natures little beasties to connect to the light. To our ancestors going all the way back, or is it Jacob's Ladder? Stairway To Heaven?
The Boys Of Summer/DH
Back to that number four. First I heard the horses run up behind me. When I turned around there was nothing there. I hadn't even made this agreement yet. Later I learned of the four horsemen. Then it was about the four fathers. Then those names turned religious on me. I was carrying key number four for a day. Like I've said b4 being taken to a big white tee pee. Standing in front of a door number 4. Today December 24th 2018, I just realized it was forty years ago today that my brother was in a car wreck. Just after he escaped from juvie. He called to come home for Christmas. My mother said, No! I wish you'd just go off and die somewhere. Well he did. It was Christmas morning we got a call. We packed up and went to Eastern Washington.
Sweet Home Alabama/LS
My mother wouldn't let my sister in to see him. She told her no he looks like a vampire. Since when did this woman protect us and our feelings? It turns out because of who he really was inside, that's why he looked like a vampire? He was love that was never fed love. Just hate and blame. Back to the lock up he goes. Where someone else holds those keys to his kingdom. No one ever came to tell me my brother died. It seems my whole life was like that. The invisible child. I didn't cry until my father walked into the funeral doors. I've thought about that? The need to cry on someone's shoulders when things get to be to much? I recon it was 2016. I felt like that at times with Kyle. Just climb up him and cry. Funny I don't feel that way anymore. The need to cry on anyone's shoulder? It just doesn't exist for me anymore. I believe I have figured out how picture's are disappearing out of my phone? We wonder why I don't have Trust? It doesn't matter in my life, damned if I do and damned if I don't. My whole God Damned life. What does that make me? The Queen Of The Damned. That's who. Well I will be God Damned.

Every Rose Has It's Thorn/Poison
Funny, this is exactly what I've been thinking come judgment day.
It's All Coming Back To Me/Meat Loaf
MERRY CHRISTmas!

The Curse Of Oak Island

There Was This Girl/RG
I have learned some knew stuff watching these documentaries. Thankfully so. One is called The Curse Of Oak Island. I've seen these advertisements for this show but what caught my eye long ago was the shape of the island. It was the elephant. The two animals that showed up right away on this journey was the wolf and the elephant. I have explained the wolf in the past and the elephant in my past writings. What also caught my attention was the name of the island oak. Oak is my mothers wood. I have learned recently that my tree is the willow tree.

Sail/Awolnation
No I didn't really watch this show. What is pissing me off when I did watch it was once again all the destruction to discover something. I heard a commercial on the television mentioning Oak island and the Knights Of The Templar. I tuned in. What caught my attention was what they really are searching for? The Arc Of The Covenant. What shocked me however was I didn't know the location? The location, Nova Scotia. I asked Michael last night after he got home, "where is this at?" His answer, Canada. My head dropped. That explained so much? The next red mittens I received, are red, black and white with a big Canadian leaf on the back of them. I had already figured out one part of the colors red, black and white? Druids. I mean I know I'm the red, white and blue flag of freedom for mankind, yet I am of all color.

Tears In Heaven/EC
I found it interesting that I believe in Canada they are called ambassadors is that he is one of the first government officials to speak blatantly about alien's being prominent here on this rock. What else is interesting is that a lot of the alien Netflix shows comes out of Canada. Canada has freedom. Canada has closer to what our healthcare should be like. Then the dreams I had in Canada? I loved finding out who that native man was that I met up with at the end of my dream? This man I didn't need this clearing to show me the end of my dream to let me know that I meet up with people at the end, like a video game getting directions or being told something pertinent to tell you your next destination. I have always wondered whom he was and when I picked up the oracle cards and I saw his name, White Eagle. I was like yes! That's a find.

Under My Wheels/Bonzos
I could kind of remember that I was meeting up with people. I'd wake up asking myself sometimes did I just meet up with a man at the end of that dream? Yeah when JC showed up in September of 2016 I knew instantly who he was. I have discovered I have more than one big daddy issue. Now it's take your pick. You want JC, Osiris or Zeus? Yeah, it's still kind of shocking but it was an awesome discovery.

Every Little Thing/CP
I have been watching a documentary on the FBI their role and history with the past presidents. What made me happy was seeing people in this system whom do have ethics. Yes, I did see it on Zeitgeist when I saw that one representative screaming and yelling about the twin towers. How our government just turned a blind eye and conveniently left things out of the report. For example the chemical on it. How we did have knowledge of it before. I watched another documentary on the fall of the banking system in 2008. I was so happy to hear Bush say, so let them fall. It's not our issue. Once again I noticed we always have one person or a group of people protecting this entity. We keep protecting this machine called world economy, and like I said in the beginning let the money go.

What A Friend/JL
Yes all these God's that we have allowed this system, the elite and entitled turn them into myth. I can't wait to say they do exist. To give humanity back hope and truth one last time. To let them see what God and family tree line really run this rock. Not man and machine that's for sure. Look what we have done. I have to say we have taken a step back, actually one huge leap back from evolution all to go in my landfills, and cemeteries to feed a machine and not man. I got a refresher on Valiant Thor, he was 1957 to 1960. He wanted those war heads gone out of Russia and the U.S. My seeing a big fist over that swastika. Then listening to these documentaries people in our own government fear they are still here for a take over and our governement they feel isn't doing enough. Now I have ISIS and North Korea. No we haven't stepped forward for the good of this rock meant to feed all of Gods flock or ego in man, big brother still in the treatment of our women, but religion. No we have not advanced.

The Ritual

July 4th 2015
They asked if they could come inside me? I said yes.
The agreement
1. To have faith to go through any open door.
2. To accept anything freely given (at times clothing)
3. To have faith to live come what may everyday.
4. To be willing to look crazy.
Gregory Allan Pfiffner and Mary Cochran Stone, that's not to hard for me to do is it? Not after the character assassination you to did on this mothers character. All to cover a white collar crime that you two committed 20 years ago. No to move forward we have to go back. Weren't we always supposed to have a fair justice system based on Truth? No you allowed these two people to file an unwarranted restraining order on this woman because they literally took everything out of her name. Her three businesses and four bank accounts. This woman already lived in chains in her marriage. She just like Leonardo Davinci on Davinci Demons had to fight for the right to speak against their accusations. Do you know the reputation you gave this woman in her children's school and the way she was treated after words all because you didn't set up a fair truthful justice system.

It cost these two 65 dollars to file that restraining order. Yet you ignored it in divorce court and made it all about insurance and whose gonna pay for his school loan. The character assassination went on for years after that.

I sat there for hours after I made this agreement my eyes closed a smile on my face just saying mmm hmm. Mmm hmm. I sat for hours until I realized my body aches from not moving for so long. I pulled out of it. I saw myself bowing to a woman in yellow and saying namiste. I stood up and Michael grabbed me and picked me up. I was weak and tired. As he was carrying me I whispered to Michael, "what's namiste?" I saw big white angel wings as he was carrying me to my bed. He said "an agreement." I thought to myself "great another agreement." For the next couple of day's I went through rituals, of I recon the fertility goddess.

I wouldn't sleep in the house. I wanted to still keep an eye on Katie and Michael. I just didn't want Michael near us. Close enough to keep my eye on. His behavior was nothing of the Michael I knew. The next morning I woke up. I placed four colored jars around the fire pit V had made a couple years before. I brought out my coconut oil and a bottle of water.

I was asked to lie back in a zero gravity chair, on a zero gravity lot. I had to picture a red stone on my 2nd chakra and picture blood flowing into the earth. As I was doing this I got taken to a scene where Greg's hands were in chains behind him. He was down on his knee's with his head on the ground. I could feel energy all around us, like we weren't alone. I was screaming at God "don't take his life. Don't do this to my children. He will get it, he will get it this time God." I kept feeling like my right foot wanted to kick him in the ribs. I held back I didn't know what it was about. As I was going through this scenario, I could feel something slide out of the base of my ribs at the lower right. I could feel ,hear and see my body slam down hard. When I came out I had tears streming down my eye's. It never dawned on me that I was standing in front of God for sometime. I just kept wondering from this point on, "what's up with this garden?"

Then I got taken into a scene with this huge black shadow in the shape of man. It's not the first time I had seen this black shadow. For some reason I wasn't afraid, I was angry. I threw all my anger, hate and rage into this black shadow. This is where I exhausted myself and fell down onto my stomach face down on the ground. I got up on all fours and I looked to my right and I said, "that's it isn't it, you buried me under all this pain to hide me from the Truth. I slammed out of it.

Sitting on the edge of this fire pit was a piece of wood. It looked like a big fish with a small bottom lip. Later I saw a picture of the fish on Ancient Aliens. I sent that photo to Kyle. It was smoking. I twirled it over my head in circles and then I inhaled it. I stepped off to the side to the East of the fire pit. As I was standing I had to bare down and picture blood flowing from between my legs down into the earth.

I then walked off into a clearing in the forest, (the whole time I walked through these woods in the next weak or so I had on my lil red suede elf slippers with a sole. I recon the native way of those red ruby slippers that Dorothy was fighting for.) I carried with me a key with the number four on it. I was taken to a great big white tee pee that was sitting on the other side of the river. All these years of living in this valley and I never knew it was there. Then I walked to a storage unit with the key in my hand staring at door number four. I was wondering what the number four represented. Later I figured out it was those horses I heard run up behind me my first night on the property.

It was twilight, I had my back to the woods and I was just about to the house when I heard horses run up behind me and stop. I turned and when I looked there was nothing there. I tip toed quickly into the house. I went to the garage where I saw V's sleeping bag on the floor. V's garage was very organized. Like she was set up for a war to go down. I realized then why she wanted us to come stay with her. She was afraid of her house. She had mentioned something about trolls being under her house. V does not scare easily. I made the agreement then to find out what is scaring V. The tenant before shot herself in the head in Phil's old room. No, I have no idea why I didn't have fear. After being taken back through my dreams and later after a narration I had done on all the injustice, I realized about 8 months later that I spent 5 day's in that valley shadow of death. This is how my family protects me, they don't let me know until well after what I had gone through. By then I had no reason to have fear by the time they tell me it was far behind me.

I had shortly after this they let me know it had something to do with my diet, and the way I eat. I go through stages and I only eat when hungry, usually what I'm craving. I hiked through trails for the next week or so. They were showing me around the woods and what they wanted me to learn and see about my environment. About this mountain with a broken heart.

I'm not sure what came first with Michael? If he handed me his eye glass case with his meth pipe. It was to Michael from Erb. He said it's like it saying to him that I can't have him only he can. Not Erb but this dragon that was sitting on his head. I grabbed it out os his hand and I said "yes Michael, that's just the point.

We had two other scene's well three with each other. The next was when Michael was standing outside. I couldn't get him to move. He had this stance that I had seen before with another man in my dreams. I was about to see it one other time with someone else on this journey.

I had my arms out to the side yelling at Michael, "what is wrong with you Michael? I could alway's move you Michael. Why Can't I move you?" He just stood there unmovable by emotions. This had never happened to us before. Michael and I were best friends for five years before we started living together.

As I'm looking at Michael I kept hearing the words, " Lakota and Dakota." I knew I had heard those words before just not sure where from. I could see standing inside Michael 3 beings. The words did not add up to what I was seeing standing inside him. I could clearly see 2 Egyptian figures. The one on the right clearly a woman and she had her right hand palm up pointing to the West. The male figure was on the left doing the same pose with the left hand. I could clearly see a little boy standing inside Michael. He had a short shag haircut. A long sleeve red T-shirt and he had dark circles under his eyes.

I figured out two things later on. First I had forced Michael to meet me at a restaurant, this was after I stepped out the door. It was during the first four day's of me putting that back pack on my back. Michael told me that this boy has a name? His parent's called him Myron. I sat there for a moment stunned. I said "you mean to tell me this little boy has been inside you all these years? Your parent's could see him inside you and they actually named him. That is one strong little boy if I couldn't move him.

It took me about six months or more to figure out that little boy is my brother. I kept getting the number 10 off of this boy. At the time I hadn't connected the number with Lyle's 7 and 3. I still at the time hadn't clued in to much that this had something to do with my daughters. Right after I made this agreement, I had a picture of my 2 daughters.

The Arc Of The Covenent

The Arc Of The Covenant
Crib Kent, Renton and Kelso Longview
A toad, then in my bed at left shoulder.
Age 3
A bird close by including a man named Birdie. A black shadow that would disappear whenever I'd turn to look at it head on. 
Age 5
Anubis at window
Lakota on my bed, left hand toward me,
a wolf in my closet. He'd sit there with his elbows on his knees.
The last couple times that I saw him he had little red girls in red dresses with red bows
climbing all over him. At this time in my life I started dragging bags of rocks under my bed.
age 8, Ross street. Kelso Washington
A cowboy whittling wood. He'd stand leaning on my closet wall just across from my bedroom door.
I'd get up at night and my window faced the South, I'd sit up at night and watch a rainbow egg up to my left floating in the air.
Age 9 Renton Washington
4th grade black shadow.
Age 10 Renton Washington
After my brothers death this is when the grays started appearing in my room. They'd crouch behind the furniture. I'd watch them move from location to location. I felt like they wanted to stake me in the chest. They'd shake my bed if I fell asleep. If I moved to the living room they followed. This is when I got my first bible. A red bible with gold print with my name in gold.
The first story I opened to was Revelations the four horsemen. I threw it. I said "not my God. My God would never do that. Well it turns out oh yes he would. When it turns out to protecting his rock his flock.
We moved up to Honey Dew Estates off of Union and Sunset.
6th grade
This is where I liearned from a sitter that I would sit up and have whole conversations. I remember clearly lying down and sleeping. My grandmother told me my uncle Ted sleep walked as a child.
7th grade on.
I wasn't sure what was happening but I knew whenever I'd wake up at night that I had the feeling that something just happened. I started sleeping with a light bulb plugged into my wall. One night Gwen spent the night. I remember waking up twice feeling like something had happened. I asked her and she said she woke up twice too. She said the second time she saw the tidy bowl man go down my heater vent.
One night I heard paper shuffling. I turned on my bedside lamp. I had just cleaned my room and I knew their wasn't anything on the floor. I crawled to the foot of my bed I looked down and a couple hours later I was sitting up in my bed looking at the clock. I have no memory of what happened in those couple of hours time.
As an adult it was at the beginning of my marriage to Greg. I was sleeping downstairs in Greg's old room. I had to nightmares. The first was Queenie the cat was in my room, I awoke with a startle backing away from her screeching inhaling trying to scream. The second was an overweight woman was sitting at a dining table eating, she comes crashing threw the ceiling down on me. I started flailing around.
Toward the end of my marriage I kept having two dreams. One was where I was falling down on the ground. I couldn't get up. I was surrounded by people and no one noticed. It was like I wasn't even there. The second my teeth kept shattering and falling out of my head.

I knew during my marriage that my dreams were starting again. I'd awake with my heart racing feeling scared. I could feel Greg's hand prints on my arms. When I'd look over I'd see Greg's back to me. I'd wonder how a husband could just turn his back on his wife and fall back to sleep so fast?

Fall City 2012
The first to show up in my room was a woman dressed in purple from the 60's, right hand in the air, a purple book and rosary in left hand. The clock said in red through her 3:16 a.m.
The second a gray. I didn't need to turn around or open my eyes. I said ICU. ICU standing there. I rebuked him in the name of Jesus Christ.
Then a second, the same thing. I said ICU. ICU standing there. I went to rebuke him and he threw a blanket on my head.

Stairway 2 Heaven

I pledge allegiance 2 the flag of the United States Of America. To the republic 4 which it stands. One nation under God indivisible, with Liberty and Justice for all. Any one got a problem with my God? Anyone got a problem with my God that stands for freedom? Anybody got a problem with my God that stands for Justice, Liberty for all? Anyone from another nation another mother land want to come live in my land of freedom and not take a stand for my flag? All IC is others trying to wipe out my God and turn this mother land of red white and blue into gray. Hey my God freed the Israelite's didn't S/he? That was allot of energy wouldn't U say? I mean your mother got credit for 4. Thank U very much for that. 


Hebrews 11:1-3
Now Faith is assurance of things hoped for, Proof of things not seen. By Faith, we understand that the universe has been framed by the Word of God, so that what is seen has not been made out of things which are visible. U might want to think about that, things not seen and that entity.

Read John The Baptist and JC

Down In A Hole/Alice In Chains
Tweet! Tweet! Trump am I the new red, white and blue? Am I the new day? Am I the New Dawn? Am I that nigger loving Pagan Jew whore from Babylon you've all been waiting for? The Joker , the fool, the ares , the ram, god's little lamb. Yup that's right things are about to get Israel up in the house. Here's some food for thought. How did you congress, you elite and entitled feed God's flock? From what I hear Mother Nature and the sun can't feed her children anymore. Is that right? Weren't you told not to sale out the garden to the entity? You know Corporate America and U Big brother. Wasn't it the true intent of the masonry not to let the elite and entitled get a hold of mankind? Didn't you have a being here named Thor for 3 years to get you to stop doing business this way? Death and taxes for whom? Not these people down here. Hell U can't even pay your own debt but U can certainly accumulate it. 

Rape Me/Nirvana
From what IC Corporate America and U big brother is playing God now. Since when is it their job to feed God's flock in this organic trinity that you allowed the wrong 01 in? Now we literally have our own Tron. Compression, suppression, oppression, depression and recession. A bank machine. Oh yeah that's right you didn't feed God's flock. You followed the wrong profit and U fed the wrong stock. From what I can C you valued that machine more than you did mankind and mother natures circle of life meant to feed all of humanity not just a few. That's right why do you need to go live somewhere else if God created this planet, this universe, her animal kingdom that surrounds this rock to feed her children? Why would God ever want you to destroy the very foundation she created to give her children everlasting life and love?

What I've Done/Linkin Park
Why are you and other countries so curious about that little red rock, 2C if we as human beings can live there? I mean even Ancient Alien's, figured out that that little red rock and life are right here. Even Japan are waiting for that grey lil monkey to come back home for this mothers family tree line. Before I go any further do you remember what happened to the Arc Of the Covenant when someone tried to steal it, or the shield or the oracle from the 1600's when the Celts tried to steal her? They all died. Now ask yourself does it really matter if it was technology, the alien's or God'?Not one freckle. Not one dot not one hair their chinny chin chins or my family will just take this house down in one clean swoop and U won't get a chance for redemption. One move and U will have picked a door.

When I'm Gone/3Doors Down
Not one move, not one God Damned move any of you. We are going to talk about how we came to all be standing here today? CIA Christ I Angel, the angel of death and light. Your the drug dealers the 1980's, crack cocaine. It depends what side of love U stand on. We are gonna talk about just why my family is here to take this rock back from the entity. Now I want you to think about that. Their is more than one entity out there. What a mother fucking hot mess you have created down here. Hells kitchen doesn't even begin to explain just what it is I'm looking at. U as man and machine have done a fine job recreating the Leper Colony. IC a monopoly going on down here using humanities body parts as food for the fodder to feed your machine. IC we have a justified system based on institutions and whose gonna pay for someone else's bill, especially for someone else's education today. Weren't we supposed to have a fair justice system based on Truth? I guess this little mother earned her Doctor of Chiropractic degree through Osmosis. I mean if Leonardo can learn from mother nature in all her dimensions why can't I or do I need a pedigree for that?I owe U sitting up there nothing and neither does Gods flock. Not on my rock U don't industrialize your people. U don't poison them and sell them out.

Why Don't You Get A Job/The Offspring's
Perhaps I'm Jobe here to set a new presidence on freedom. Do any of U up there want to tell me since when can't a native woman not make an agreement with her higher power and go on a vision quest to find myself again? To be a vessel for my family tree line. Especially standing on native land. Oh yeah U sold out my garden to the two of U and I recon U own it all. Yeah that's right Trump I'm the bitch that stuck my staff in the ground, piled it with garbage laying around, and I stuck a bloody black bird carcass on top. I started screaming get the fuck off my rock. After I went and sat on the well. Interesting the location, from Mt. Sinia to U in that Washington the breaking of those ten commandment's, to those seven deadly sins to me here in this Washington, Mt. Si. The mountain with the broken heart. After the discrimination IC I'm calling those native treaties back into play. Their ain't no freedom up in this house.

Bullet With Butterfly wings
So Congress and U past president's since when is it ever a good idea to poison mother natures seed?
Why do U think U R worthy of a retirement, as U sit in your river of denial. Why do U think U should have food on your table? Why do U think your so important to have a roof over your head. Only the meek shall inherit the earth not the elite. Not in my house U don't. If the people U serve don't have it neither do U. Is that clear. 
If U can't take your time to hear what I have to say and the unconventional ways my family walked me through to the light? Than I shall not invest my time into U either. I'm going to drop U low in order to kick U high in my judgment of U and your bad behavior this justified system we report to now. This machine with no heart and how we came to be here today than jump ship. One tiny dot or hair on their chinny chin chin, I will huff, I will puff and I will burn this house down. My children have their mothers heart. It's called Love.

Behind Those Eye's/3Doors Down.
1. First they asked may we cum into you? I missed the word we but hey what am I going to do it's family. I agreed to be a vessel for my family tree line.
2. To put your back pack on and have Faith to live come what may everyday.
3. To have Faith to go through any open door.
4. To accept anything freely given.  (to wear certain articles of clothing when asked)
5. To just walk through your system, your cement paradise to hell.
6. Oh and I had to agree to look crazy.  Which isn't so hard for this little mother to do right Gregory Allan and Mary Cochran Stone. The bruising on my for head? What's your Achelous heel boy? Truth. What about 30 with U Gregory Allan years I lived in shackles, and well U Mary Cochran stone what 19 years now?  It turns out our names birth dates and birth signs are universally given. I promise you this little mother wants the Gregorian to fall out of the sky. The set up these 2 did in a 90 day period? He's the Loco not me. He's a sociopath, who can barely eek out a tear. He's a sado machisi tHe's the masochism, he threw me around like a rag doll kitty cat. I got to earn my keep. No Gregory No narcissism there. What a charming little serpent U were straight from the garden.Talk about a broken picker.

Since when is it a crime

Wagon Wheel Darius Rucker
Pope Gregory that turned Mary Madgelane into myth. Made her a whore not JC's soul mate. Made JC a virgin. Cut out half the heart from the start IC. Look Catholic church you made him a saint. No I have nothing to ever thank U for. From the burning of the Bruno, to my knights of the Templar whom are back for the rose. U know what they say every rose has it's thorns. U do not own the keys to get through heaven's gates. Stop using Mother Mary's name as penance on sin. U R not the most pious lot on my rock, not by a long shot I'm the Rose. I'm the queen of those 7 bishops, I'm the cardinal. Hey lil boy get up under my cassock serve me you serve God. U think U of all religions own the keys to heaven's gates? No you as man don't own those keys ever. Not your place, not your space anymore. If U really were doing your job why am I looking at a troll demon sitting on a woman's head. Her head slithered like a snake, because of all your billy boat gruff''s sitting along these highways, collecting more taxes.

You Don't Know How It Feels/tom Petty
How about those sin taxes? That's a revenue U can't let go. That's why you wouldn't do anything about them. Jeff's story age 8 standing in a loft in Texas at a tobacco farm, he had a out of body experience he saw his father running with him in his arms, and Jeff said I woke up and my father no longer owned the tobacco farm his uncle now owned it. So big tobacco, I ain't your tobacco hoe no more. Do I make myself clear.

OMGOD! my music went religious
In Christ Alone With The Solid Rock
We are going to talk about this racism. We are going to talk about God and the Truth about God. We are going to talk about that Texas T and that oil pipe line going through my Lakota tribe. Thot we were done with this kind of encroachment? Still U just come in and take. Just like my other brothers in life, can't say the word no without being jailed and told not to speak. We are going to talk energy God and that big bang theory of creation. We are going to talk about this revolving industry going in my landfills to support the rich and the elite. The wrong stock u fed not Gods flock. No siree Bob not God's flock did U serve or protect. U murder U lie to hide Truth. Thou does not covet and well U just let Big brother covet didn't U? All to feed all these middle men to create the world economy. We are going to talk about Ben Franklin that Kite and key.

Walk This Way/Aerosmith
The Malakites. We are going to talk about Luna the moon. Do U know another name for Luna? It's Sin. Just call me Syn. My first broom a dirt devil and well now I'm just the sweeper of the stars. I need U to listen to my words. This mother believes the more the merrier. I believe in second chances unlike this system that doesn't C abuse or neglect of your mothers tree of life? I want U to keep coming back. Just like all those Gods and entities that surround this rock, God's legion of angels. They do cum in all shapes and forms. Since when is it a mental illness to C your creators wings of his flock, not yours. No U just want to label from that scarlet letter A to I. Mental illness and drop your insurance Why do U big brother get to profit off of humanities suffering and pain? Why do U get to write the rules and block evolution all to feed a matrix. Why do U get to label people as apple and pear, why do U get to label as a colt. Yet I as a native woman can't C the beasties in others? Why do U, as man and a pharmaceutical, your HIPPA in 1996 is the plague that Pestilence is back for. Bill and Hillarly Clinton. Aren't U lawyers? U knew what you were selling out when U passed that bill. The Devils Advocates sitting right up there. SIngning a way a human beings rights for my own spirituality and emotions. You've heard of that horsemen. I got 3 more. Ignorance will no longer be a good excuse for your bad behavior.

On My Sleeve/Creed
(My heart was a hair band with a heart. I wore it when I went to the church of angel's)
Marketing
Pharmaceutical
Insurance health and car
Banks and loans
Education
This revolving technology going in my landfills These electronic friends and family plan, is not our friend it's chaos
This revolving water bottle industry going in my landfills
Food, stoufers, education ,family and happiness my knee hit 666 on the remote, they lie.
Taxes we don't even need to file because U the IRS does know already, yet U allowed this middle man industry in everything.

Witchy Woman/Eagles
weed vs acid and PCP our government
CIA and drugs the 80's
Molina the doctors that didn't repent U went after and rewrote the rules on addiction,
These mistreatment centers doesn't add up
Tradition 6 AA releasing it and turning it over to our  government
U brought NSAIDS to the back and pulled Sudafed up front
Walmart and Bush Sr, gave him a freedom award. My burning Bush family up there? I thot U were a Godly man Bush Jr? Those twin towers. Did I here U say their would be no consequences to any decisions U have made? U know who had it the closest up there? Your brother Jeb, he's right their ain't no heart up in that house. I call bullshit. The Zeitgist, your own people are standing there screaming and yelling, and U guys didn't even acknowledge leaving out that chemical that dropped those building straight down. U just ignore your own people and keep passing laws. to industrialize the human race.




Take a Look At Me Now/PC

Have U Ever Seen The Rain/CCR

When U Say Nothing At All/AK