Sunday, April 30, 2017
The Gold Train
Saturday, April 29, 2017
Tuesday, April 25, 2017
Food for thought
After I moved to the orphanage across from earthworks park. Where I saw two rings ten three. I took photos of dinasours and flocks of old birds in the roots of trees. In the beginning those beast were here first. They showed me they are still here planted in the roots of these trees. I don't pick the garbage or what's laying around as I move forward. That includes the books displayed at the libraries. I don't pick. I get my Q' s from society and humanity every day. I don't ask.
The God Particle
Yes. Yes. Yes. I figured it out. Oh you all in this industry, any industry. Serving in, serving for across any nation, across any land. All you educated people paying money to go to college and earn a degree in this system anywhere. How you really can open up that light inside and earn a degree for free? Shut your God Damn pie hole. That no matter how crazy it seems, when you put your faith into anything you can ascend no matter where you may have ascended from.
So yeah I'm liking getting up in the morning no matter the time. Turn on the coffee pot for that first cup of Joe to get me moving. Start moving and check for any squeaking or creaking of any joint. Before I decide just how I'm going to snap, crackle and pop today. This is the point where everyday I have to think about my energy. I have been like this my whole life. Very aware of what goes in my body and how it makes me feel.
Growing up I hated Sudafed. That tiny pill would make me feel a deep sleepy behind my left eye and it would send a quaky feeling through my neurons. I couldn't shut down or relax and it lasted a long time in my system. I couldn't sleep either.
Now I can't go without it and it's locked behind a counter. If I forget my I.D. while I'm out I can't pay for a box, even if the pharmacist know me and have all my information. I prefer that coffee bean to get me moving any day over that shit. Now I have surpassed Sudafed which my doctor said Colleen get the stuff behind the counter. The other stuff that is a synthetic I have to take every four hours and I have to be aware of my liquids where I'm at and if I have a bathroom. Irony in this shit. The timeline, including our inhalers. Yeah I had a asthma attack and couldn't get any at the drug store anymore, then just after like 5000 People I believe in Texas have asthma attacks. What about these other countries? The same shit going on there too.
Let me go over my music list this morning after a few tokes. It was a very good morning as the answers sunk in about that atom and the neurons. Michael drew me the diagram last night and boy did a bomb go off in my head. The answer in those neurons, those protrons I believe they are called sitting insode the atom. Yes. The Music List
Currently playing Halfway Gone
Lee Bryce, Some trucking song, imagine that
SugarLand back to the God Particle
In My daughters life, getting triggered very strong, with excitement in my findings
Love Me if you Can, Happy Dancing Feet Time as the answers come to light
Currently playing Call Me, ShineDown
Tough by Craig Morgan
I Run To You by Reba Mcentire, outside I fell to my knees crying with my right hand in the air as the answers fell into place. For once thanking God. I admit some day's I am not thanking that man for any of this. I had no idea what I committed to. To find out how he trained me until I succumbed unto him, in his grace being patient, while I chewed his out for this all the way up the line, and down the line in one way or another. I knew it was important to get the emotions out good or bad and give him all I got instead of another human being. A clueless human being at that. Hey I admit I'm not perfect and I do my best to bite my toungue and not scare anyone with the Truth and how the Truth Came to Light.
Now Playing In the end Lincoln Park. So yeah you tell me that man doesn't use music to speak to me. I promise you I cannot wait for this dance. It seems I'm pretty good when I let them use my body to loosen me up each day. Kundalini, Hindu, Yoga, even Physical therapy, and some sort of Gypsy ballet dance I guess.
Current song When Your Young, byThree Doors Down
Turn's out I'm a lil' Jew. Yeah I figured that out from the Mary Magdelane link. I figured out why Greg chose the name Kiley in that delivery room. Remember he yelled at me, I'm going to pick the name? I said okay. Hurt but I let it go. If he want's this one I'll give her this one, I'll let her pick a name. I named out eight names and he said Kiley, then it hit me, we have a friend named Kai, and well it's a boy's name. I wanted Alexandra to have a name on a business card, so she can choose. Male or Female for her services on that card. So I called her Ki Ki and when she was about eight years old she tried telling me that I am no longer allowed to call her by that name.
I laughed, I looked her in the eye and said sorry charlie. Your mother gave you that name before you could even speak. You are my daughter and you will always be a Ki or a Kiley to me. Just like my nicknames.
Worm, I am first worm and well it turns out I have been inside this guy from the very beginning of time.
Then the Monkey, the year of the monkey, 2016. The insane man in Seattle when I worked and went to school Gene Juarez ATC, A crazy man jumped by this huge window like a ape man, literally across my site line from where I stood.
Who knows when Knot Head came by my grand daddy, plus he called me his lil' Cupie doll, when I asked him at about the age five or six, "Why are you different with me grandpa? Our walks and tiger tails, Going to eat a biscuit with honey from KFC with a root beer float just my size. Walking across the bridge as he held my hand on one of our morning walks. I discovered early on my fear of heights. When I looked down at the water, it was a bridge that went from Kelso to Longview. I looked down and I knew inside, I never wanted to fall that far. Water or no water. My grandfather also took me to a tavern one time. My mother and well the other women in the family weren't happy when he left me standing outside by the bridge and rail road tracks while he snuck in and had a brewsky. I was fine, it just so happens that pink apartment complex they managed across from the milk dairy. No not a restaurant an actual milk and ice cream processing plant. The man standing beside me talking to me, lived in that apartment complex. I used to go vist him with my grandparents and sometimes we'd hang out. He might of been poor and looked like the Dinasour man who actually looked like a man in North Bend. Who actually drove a purple dinasour van. No he was poor but not creepy. He stood next to me the whole time while my grandfather sat close by with his eye on me at all times. We hung out outside and we talked that's all. That man's name who stood by and watched me, Birdie.
Then the next song that played after I started writting down the God particle and how it surrrounds this planet literally was called, "Your Not In Kansas Anymore. by Jo Dee Messina.
If You Could ONLY SEE by Tonic
Then it played, Live a Little and in my headphiones, Flatliner. Yes I was shaking and quaking with my tail wagging I was so excited. I hit the Nail on the head. Then it played, She's As Cold As Ice. I was doing a good rock dance. I was so happy. Then the song that played Tequila Makes Her Clothes Fall Off. LMFAO. Ask Greg, Chris and Dan about that night? Red wine and Tequila don't mix. I was not very experienced with Alcohol and I never did that again. Some of us do learn lessons the hard way in life. What's important is that we learn them, Not so much how you learned them to meet the terms of any agreement you made with that man before you came to live on this rock for this rock. The TRUTH in why we are all here suffering and carrying a burden for someone else.
It's true this one, Sloth can be created from the outside of your body coming at you in all sorts of ways to take out your CNS System, Your Heart, Your Soul, Your Tree of Life, that truly should be cared for from the beginning when we are young in order to keep that S shape. Then our chakras can always remain open. Spiraling right through our TREE of life. Each Chakra is connected to our heart, flowers, colors, mountains and animals. I mean when a couple weeks ago I kept seeing in my mind a Lotus Flower and I'm not sure I've actually ever seen one. It was sitting in th palm of a womans hand and the bible verse comes to mind which I just heard watching a documentary from JC's History, Can't find it. Allot of notes watching these documentaries. It was something about a woman handing something to a man. The name of the Roman who killed my husband Pillate pronounced Pilot. Irony you dumbshits. No I'm talking to the ones at the top with the black hearts. The ones who have never served anything, but they are sure using humanities body through this health care system taxes, fees, wars. Kill us softly through our own septic systems for almost fifty years. Thank you but no thank you. Your services are no longer needed.
Hold Me Now by Creed
I listened to a guy say on a documentary that there is no written history in all these big books that Mary and JC were in a relationship of Love planting seeds having children. I wasn't sure if it was a boy or girl they had. I mean Sara our spine but of course the daughter. I took my maiden name back because I knew I was the youngest and the last Mulligan in my fathers family. I hated spelling my X's last name with all those F's. Yup more sixes. Thank guys. Now the Catholics are gonna learn why we don't control and redirect the truth from lies. Why we don't try to be God, you are more than welcome to sesrch from within to find your Truth. I will give you that freely. So yes my brother sat in those Juvenile detention centers taking the blame, for living with the Lawn Mower Man who made my brother fuck the other girls in my uncle's garden, while he watched.
Truth Shari could of came from my brothers fathers side of the family, I mean my mom dropped him off somewhere in Eastern Washington, with a box full of his stuff. Yup my mother left him standing on a corner, by his real dads house and drove away. Not sure if his father had a chance to even lay eyes on him. Not sure if he knew my brother was standing right out side the door. I mean I wanted to ask Kyle, Do you know a Wendy? Why Are your two Mothers waking me in the night? You bet your sweet ass I was pissed off. I had no clue any agreement I made before we spoke had anything to do with you or your ring of fire. I mean remember one of my names or descendents name is Eve. I like to call her Ni Eve. I sure have been Ni Eve being lead by the chain on this journey.
Thinking I'm the one in charge of this bus. Only to find out I haven't made one God Damn decision my whole life. That I agreed to come to this planet. Sit in purgatory marry my brother the 666 himself and have the Demon planted inside my X husband from the beginning before we even laid eyes on each other my destiny was set in stone. I agreed to be fated by this families curse in the lies from the very beginning.
Real World Matchbox 20
So back to the P.E.N. Yes I found the power in the pen disecting all your lies from just one County. Yup King County. My Doctors name who delivered me, Dr. Pettibone. After they closed the hospital in Renton, it turned into a K-Mart of all things. So babies born here in Renton, (yeah look me up on sheknows.com type the word Renton and there I am and all the numbers born from this one small town. The Lions the Red Indian's. The Hazen Highlanders and McKnight. Liberty Bell going on in this land. Let's not forget the Fourth School in my area? Lindberg. Yup number five once again. Yup, Bitch up Bitch. I'm talking to you. I mean with a name like doctor Pettie Bone and just my size. He was quite the witch doctor after all and he didn't know it.
I got my Renton Lions, and on the outskirts of town sits a big purple eye I believe the other eight topped with other purple symbols. Awesome. Walked by with Dave one day and their lying on the ground, was a red, black and white blanket. Who say's my family doesn't speak volumes. I mean the Paine Guy from our own history warned us of this Enterprise. As far as I'm concerned this rock is no longer going to be used as their enterprise to steal our resources and make us enslaved, all while they poison our food, our fuel that has been coursing through our bodies for centuries. Take your debt, credit, you're fees like fleas, your IRS and all your God Damn taxes and get your air bank, compounded interest, of my rock. Don't let the door hit you on the ass when I lock you in a box. Come heaven our high hell. I want you gone once and for all.
Then the weed come in and make a bunch of rules on low grade shit. So all the pain suffers can get permission to have a organic anti nausea medication. Oh thank you so much you kind fucks. I laughed my ass off at Davinci. I laughed my ass off at Nostraodamesus, I laughed my ass off at Newton, I laughed my ass off at Benjamin Franklin and who's lightening rod helped him discover electricity once again. You give the credit to science. Where did science come from you dumbshits? Once again pushing buttons. Would that be God, and his wife this planet, this rock, the one who gave you your science food and medicine to feed you spiritually forever with just the organic medicine they provide from each land? I mean plant a poppy seed, you got your own O. Your own Opiate. Some how the Governement came in and shut down everyone everywhere all to help us protect us from our inhumane behavior when we hurt inside our spine, our heart our, mind. Our spirits get broken in life. We are the humane human beings not them. E have a heart.
Better Then Me by Hinder
So long ago I discovered they planted Schizophrenia on men who were altruistic in what they saw and felt. They just accepted the information good or bad. Wrote it out, drew it out, experimented. Like the Powers that be didn't know what Davinci was discovering in just the dissection of the dead body. They wanted something to hold over his head and control what he created, to label it, make it a weapon, saying well you would have to be insane to disect a body. Not to learn back then. Today in the healthcare industry learning no. In your garage yes. We don't have to do that anymore. Thatwas then.
Then to have a rich father in politics, then be gay. OMG. Then take a look at Newton, Freud, and they learned in a different way. Still someone in Governement wanted control to control the people and the direction our healthcare went long ago.
I mean the experiments these psychiatrist did on those people in mental instituitions compared to Davince is a far cry from sanity. Since the beginning of time we have allowed a outside source control what and how we feel on the inside. Like when the little boy was asked to throw the first stone at his mother for a sin he may of committed. Like that skip in your heart that screams no, but someone in power makes you do it anyway against your will and heart is wrong. Undo harm for a sin against a mother who was trying to feed her children is wrong for any man to decide. Especially when it was the father who placed her in the ground for his own ego.
Just because you could, doesn't mean you should. So this system and the powers that be behind it all these centuries planted the poison seed in our hearts making God sound scary and egotistical, when I never felt that. Even as a child I knew when I read Revelations, I knew God did not put us here to fail. No true father with a heart would ever do that. I mean look at the behavior when a child is adopted. Right away he may be made to feel unloved and less than for being cast out or adopted. Truth is no mother would ever make the choice to give her child away for a worse life than she was living at the time perhaps. I assure you mothers from the past in all walks of life sacrificed their child, their heart to be adopted. Truly hoped into something better. It was usually either by force of someone elses values they may have placed on them. Like your Government or religion, or perhaps they couldn't provide yet and wanted you to be able to eat and have a better life. Instead we use our children for profit and gain because someone in Government wanted to use them as a comodity. Not all every where, but long ago yes, and still here in Washington and other nations.
Higher, by Creed
We can't even tell these children, hey you were lucky two times. You had two mothers. The one who gave you away for a better life by choice or not, and the one that took you in. Truth is it is the documents and money that stands in the way of humanity. Know why marriages used to last longer, because it was about honor and not a contract in those indiginous tribes from our past. So for me to find out I have been betrothed to another man, yes it pisses me off. Faith, and well I'm still alive, somehow.
You Found Me by the Frey
Power of the P.E.N.
Protrons
Electron
Neutron
Who feeds ya baby? My proud moment.
The Protron and Neutrons are surrounded by a Electron. There we are back to the atoms. So whether you believe in God or Science it's all his, not yours inside your body and that Adam and Eve Garden. It's Okay all that counts is love and what you carry inside you. We won't need all these pills to suppress our emotions anymore, or all these school loans anymore. All coming from the same place with all this compounded unforgiving interest. The same system that has passed a law that you shall inherit your parents debt to live on this rock. Yeah right. You are billed before you are even recieved, given a number and a value before you come out of the womb. It will go back to geneology and the good stuff after this I do promise that.
It will be about discovery to ascend from with in. Within your own vessel with your own eyes I shall teach you to see. I promise. No more Bullshit on my rock to serve a entity burning out humanity and our enrgy in one form or another. No not this mother. It don't matter.
So then in the diagram. When I was really to tired to look at it but hey I asked for this days ago.
There are 6 Neutrons and 6 Protrons each, surrounded by a Electron and There are 8 atoms I believe I see, two in the North, Two in the South, Two in the East and Two in the West. Up above where our 9th chakra sits is the Water Molecule. One day I took a nap, and what woke me was the sound of a splash of water falling on my head. The porp sound both Greg and I heard during my epidural with Kiley. I felt it and heard it and I was surprised Greg heard it too.
Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day
Up above is the Water Molecule no matter where you stand alone or in this universe even. To the right is the Hydrogen Atom the numbers One P, One E and One N. to the Left is the Hydrogen Atom with the same numbers. and well down below is the oxygen atom. So there you have it. Circled up all around us in this universe God has designed one great big electron bitch around this rock. This universe. So no those dimensions out there you might not see with those four horsemen, my brothers I have standing behind me. Or my brothers, my families faces on Mount Plymouth.
Push by Matchbook 20
God I'm good. No I'm happy to be a good little doggie today.
I mean my God I found a documentary where some alien showed up on a space ship a tall skinny blue eyed blond guy and hung out with our Government for a year asking them to stop following the wrong money tree. Someone in our Government or behind it didn't care to listen, because they like hiding the truth. That you are all celestial spiritual beings inside your body. So Catholics you created your own curse in so many ways, and I'm asking you to get out here and help me with these people. Who are going to need your help in knowing the truth behind all the politics to keep you jailed inside your body. No I don't think the catholics are aware or even the Jews or anyone that the wheat seed has been planted long ago. I can't turn back now.
Feels Like Tonight Daughtery
I want the Ego out of God and Christianity out of my house and off my rock no matter what religion you follow. I do not want it in my universe or on my rock anymore. Follow God and that Son all you want, I do not care. I just want people to know the Truth and perhaps honor your mother and those queens from the past across everyland. I don't care the tribe or hat you where upon your head.
Later after I figured this out the music playing was Walking Memories of Us by Keith Urban
then Next Shania Twain, Your Still The One.
So yeah the cobra and the insurance grew and we forgot how to read the important stuff behind these contracts we sign today, in the healthcare system you have no rights. In the Justice system, you have no civil rights, all to pay for this insurance in every sect. Look at cable, all those insurance programs, and all they cover today is the basics of all these immunizations that they created. The reason in the first place. In religion the fighting over the land and the Kings using religion and there Queen of hearts for power and control over there children all to bore these Kings a son, were really not honorable Kings, some truly tried. I know I don't see the dishonor of serving something you didn't know about. To eat and feed your children across anyland.
Something To Remind You by Staind.
I didn't know that the giants that descended from heaven are the representation of you tall ones standing on this rock. I had no idea there were giants in heaven in the first place.
In any document you sign you gotta read the limitations and liabilities. The maximum out of pocket within one years time, Your percentage out of your pocket, Is it a 70/30 or a 20/80 healthcare plan. Now it nickels and dimes you for every service right along with the pills and nothing else to provide you and they make the choice how you hurt, if you hurt, and with each doctor you got to for any kind of pain they go straight to the mind and you gotta go to another psychiatrist to get another service. Another referell, more red tape. I mean two years later and I don't have a diagnosis but I do know how to read a x-ray. I can tell them now Where the pain stems from exactly and why. I can't afford the glucosamine and the other stuff I need for my broken left wing naturally, but they want to just right away perscribe one of there drugs no matter where the pain stems from or the type of pain of what caused it. They don't need a oven to kill you they are doing it from the inside and they created the addiction and healthcare system to do so.
Was it Hoover who Finally signed the document over our Federal Taxes, to fund a war because we already built the products on credit for that war and they had to pay us some how. The Government and banking system who pout out on credit. Wanted their money back right away. So now we got federal taxes which stemmed from a meeting on Jekyll island. Talk about Cybils. Two faced bitches is what I call em.
When I worked for DR Horton in warranties I couldn't understand why we kept fxing the same three things on these 800,000 dollar houses? It was to keep those in the building industry busy. The Kingdom in Seattle and we voted no and well it got passed anyways. To give the illusion of jobs revolved around a sports arena, surrounded by a restaurant industry. So these people who lost there job in the blue collar industry can work now, if they can get off your suppressors that keep them depressed to cover your pills. Lethargic doesn't even begin to make you understand how tired these pills make you feel. You wake up feeling drained and you can't get rid of the black cloud of fatigue to get through the day. They tell them to keep going. All the while they tell them, it says right here it is impossible for your muscles and bodies to hurt. These people can't move to exercise to get your blood to pumping and these people need a massage to loosen there muscles. I can't get any of this and neither can they.
The service for our veterans is shit and you know it and it is done.
How You Remind Me, Nickelback
Even my street name speaks volumes, I assure you I am an angel from the malitia from way way back and so are my children, that son and his ring of fire. I can't help if you kink the ball of his nose to the right and lift the outside corners of those baby blues, You see the lions brow and JC's chin under that Bruno. It makes me melt inside that Bruno.
I can't help it that you let a Governemnt from our history spread and control the Truth including the labels on our books Like Dantes Inferno. Another Altruistic Being, Schizophrenic, and for how long have they locked up the weed and put a label on alruistic people. Now I don't know about you but I like authenticity in a human being it makes them unique.
If you all want to become the sheep while they use your body parts for rich people, well what can I say, Thank God for that God Particle and his Militia that surrounds this rock and this is his universe. This universe is his creation, including all you lil'beasties. Now I learned watching a documentary where once again my husband was killed and hung on a cross over Passover, because I have no idea what that even means, You Jews said then, you take the responsibility for the blood on the heads of the children. So if this is the case can we please remove it.
I mean truly the two I keep seeing in purgatory and hell in any dimension are JC/Adam and our atoms. Are Eve/Mary and this rock and it's resources because of these black star families that taught you slowly over time to take all things from mother nature look bad. No I don't like that. Native, druid, and what do you call the other ones the ???? that some are still suffering and not adavancing out of that life because of you. Even those Indigionous people are closer to the truth than you are. Yes you might want to get hooked to AA when I shut down these computers and mainframes for awhile. Humanity is more important. So is our food, water and medicine.
Numb by Linkin Park
We wonder all the weather and storms over some areas for so long. Who do you really thinks controls the weather in your universe and inside you weepy bleeding hearts? Your creation thats who. Did I tell you the Oxygen Atom from below's numbers are sixes?
Know what Kiley's and my favorite CD was? Queen, We Are The Champions. Once again who says that family doesn't speak to you, even through song?
Hey you out there taking down my nation and destroying my rock. God's next song and I have to agree. Loser by three doors down. Ding Ding. Has another angel earned her wings today or what? Am I the angel of light or death? Well that depends on your perspective on humanity and what and who you carry inside your heart.
Drift and Die by Puddle of Mudd
Hey I picked up on a Gypsy Rose Curse also and well Texas I see you have a yellow rose. Well a yellow rose means friends. I hope we can still be friends after this, however I'm afraid I have to kill that black snake you got moving through my rock. You know that oil line 30 Lakotas were attacked by dogs for in the middle of the night trying to shut down your illegal work. One a pregnant woman. This mafia shit is done.
So nope I hope that yellow rose really means we can still be friends after this? My brother in law who's last name is a S. Michael also lives in Texas. Family of five. Well he gave me the book Conversations With God and nope I forgot about that and my writing from back then.
Call Me by Shinedown
No I will not take another suppressor like paxil to shut down my third eye that I wear with pride, My fathers tear drop not yours. It belongs to my family. I will not risk humanity for your wallet and your investments anymore. I promise some have chosen to be here to go home right after and they truly are good people who have done nothing wrong inside contrary to what you may think. They belong to God and well he knows the agreement. Not you. Look inside your own star inside. Your star of truth and I promise that man you may not always like him but you will always love him whether in the atoms family or the Adams family, he will not blame you, and he will not leave you with anything that you don't already carry inside your heart. That I promise when we break these chains that bind not one man or one money tree but humanity. Under One Family We serve One Flock.
Monday, April 24, 2017
Hail Mary
That's a good one God. I wasn't sure just how to get my rhythm today. I swear for the last couple of day's doesn't matters what Pandora I choose, which by the way which is all. Remember I don't pick nothing but a bunch of Jim Croce, Time In a Bottle and Somewhere Over the Rainbow, The Rose. Someday's I'm like shut the fuck up. Promises promises now let's bring it. No, as usual he's got more to show me. I still couldn't figure out "why did Greg do a character assassination on me"? I mean he already had me over a barrel. He already signed new contracts with Mary Stone. I knew all along the Truth.
I mean after Greg's dad said "oh no Greg didn't have any chores. Elaine didn't want him to have it like us. I mean really? I already figured out he couldn't balance a check book. He didn't understand about car insurance and the law. I mean there were two other houses I wanted, same price range. Smaller, yet a finished product. No another lie discovered. He stuck me in the biggest fixer upper from hell. I can't get a screen door because of the awning hangs to low. The master closet you can shut the doors, but only if you don't use hangars. To heat it, is three sections. From the day he went to work and I stayed home with Alex, I wasn't allowed to turn the heat on in the kitchen. Who isn't in the kitchen with a new born.
I ate, I ate, I ate. Still I burned fuel, my weight dropped fast and my breast milk wasn't coming back. I mean, Cream of What? Huge Turkey sandwiches, Whole packages of butter horn's, Schooned down the milk and juice. Took my vitamins. Now I know why? I ain't happy not one God Damn bit. I can't seem to focus on a whole TV show. I have come to accept my energy. I'm not stressed out like anxiety. Pissed off perhaps. Finally get into a spinal pain clinic after two years and no diagnosis. Tried giving me the usual pat prescriptions. I didn't want them. I wanted a diagnosis. I wanted answers to my questions and the best way I can heal my body as naturally as possible. They asked me about my mental health once again. Always the pain is in my mind not my spine.
He wanted to know if I was molested as a child. I explained how things happened around me, not to me. I was protected by my brother and sister. That I am 49 years old. Truth is it's none of his business. Every time you get a new doctor I have to start over and they will do anything to shut me down emotionally and not even look at my history. After all this I have a right to speak my mind and the history of all these suppressors and what they have done to my mental health. Like what does it do to someone that for twenty five years be told I'm making it up? Then told sorry there is nothing you can do about how they ignored you. Made you feel like it's your fault. All because this healthcare system has guidelines that you can't come back on them. They fucked with the wrong mothers tree of life. I will shut you down.
I know it didn't take one year for my spine to look that way. Not even eight. All those months of being laid up. At times not being able to feel certain spots in my spine. Now I am back to how I felt twenty five years ago. I have thawed once again. I can tell you point for point where it stems from, and where it zig's and zag's from there. I mean is it to much to keep moving? Keep me dancing? I mean I hear I gotta a dance coming up. Gotta keep my twinkle toes in shape. Keep me functioning so I don't have to depend on someone else to do my laundy? My spine is stronger, My flexibility is back. They won't discuss how I know this medication is a set up to shut mankind down spiritually. Because it drains your spine emotionally to shut down pain. It makes you feel like lead. It takes months to even be able to function or stay awake. Even if pain comes from you neurologically, your muscles with my disease and disc are still shifting and moving.
Until I can get a adjustment to get them popped back in I'm fucked. Go to the hospital, you can have your shoulder popped back in but not two rib's or a disc. You can't see pain, so its all in your head. Truth is you can't see pain. You can only see what you think might hurt, visually. You are applying the wrong pills to the wrong pain. You are no longer welcome to choose my addiction, my poison or how I hurt. I am taking my spine back. I'm a big girl and it is you who fucked me up this healthcare and this food you poisoned. my spine, heart and telling me its all in my mind will never happen again. It is inhumane and we ore organic beings and you as the system and mankind's government will serve mankind.
After the word Atom, I heard the word neutron than Ion. So I looked it up. Synopsis from the spine to the brain. Nope this system is gonna hate me. Looking at how I'm climbing this planet out of hell about my own self worth in Dante's Inferno. Being told to sit on a red rock and stay. Being told, go little potty Colleen. Go big potty Colleen. Oh that's a big girl. Not happy.
A Cherokee guy I know that came from Canada when this started for me. Literally his testicles exposed no skin. Tell him he no longer hurts. He wasn't addicted to his pain pills. So they put him on Lyrica and two months later he was not a functioning human being. He told me he keeps telling the counselor yes he's depressed now he can't function. Oh yeah he doesn't have Fibromyalgia. This is such a hot story and the timing impeccable. The location and the documentary I watched on those native tribes stranded and enslaved to the system. Treated like trash, like your less than. I now know why after I burned down a cabin, I walked to a open field facing South and met a Shaman man. I have no idea the face or words said. Got back across the border on a semi.
I am sick of scrolling through reality TV which is all a lie to keep you thinking these people are happy and normal. Look at all the fun they are having. Hey I want all my homeless on the streets so they can get a reality check. I want to put you in a rate maze the size of King County, label you mentally crazy for being a Shaman, well Lady Druid. Three bus tickets for one week. Be gone all day at appointments and libraries. Then I'm gonna say hey, go find your food. Find a bathroom somewhere near these bus lines. Or anywhere else for that fact. So yeah I'm going to give you a reality check. I want you to be allergic to your food, I want to give you $187 a month and send you to the most expensive section of any store, carry it on your back all day too. Right along with all you have left in your life. I want you to have to eat the same cold food everyday. I want you to be grateful. I want to send you to every appointment and keep you running in rat maze where none of this bullshit ends up anywhere but more bullshit and red tape. Then you can tell these people that at any given moment at any given time to eat or get anywhere the only thing you have to barter is what you can carry and make that $187 last.
She's Always a Woman
Then it get's even better, falling asleep to another documentary. Something like Easter Remembered. Anyways Mary Magdelane episode four and just guess the name of the Catholic Priest who went after her character. He planted the seed that Mary M. or Mary May was a prostitute. Character assassination from the start and look they made this cock sucker a saint. What did I say, Ain't no Legend a Saint. Then I thought of the movie Stigmata. Yeah BTW. you created the Stigmata. With your own lies being spread about my family and now thank you I have to clean up these two assholes battle once again. Oh not just the beast, and Jesus Christ the Son. Now I have one of the oldest demons back sitting on my X's head. Yes Cain your mother told me when you were a child how you got a fever and started screaming that there is a black shadow. Then perhaps just the words speak for themselves. No Jesus Christ did not put the demon in the pig. If so it died. We continued it. The Factious egotistical behavior we serve each other because of that entity behind the system. Well truly you aren't, these corporation working together behind the scenes are. Big business in guilt and shame.
How Do I live
Allot of power planting a seed of a lie and grow it.So yeah Pope Greg is the name of Greg's demon. He is not going to like me.That explains the character assassination. He made it sound like between these surgeries and my migraines that I was just this drugged out drunk woman. There was no yelling, there was no behavior aside from me hurting and being tired. Perhaps having my life stolen, take the blame because he got himself in another bind behind my back. In that episode of the hieroglyphics the eagle and the monkey. OMG. Plus the Atom bomb going off to jump mankind forward.
Support Your Local Emperor, Blues Traveler
That was swell. Thanks you dumbshits. Lets just spread more poison and blow up my planet and feed these other entities our energy, value, our mineral's, vitamins and sun. Let's let these succubus suck the energy out of mankind some more. Let's go live elsewhere with aliens. Your worried angels here on this rock want your wives for their hair? Really. let them be free, let there hair down. You love God you honor God you put your faith in him to teach from the kingdom of Truth with no ego. That is Faith in yourself and not society. Go ahead spend six hundred dollars and live in virtual reality still. Yet then after toss it in my land fill. Don't worry your parents will clean it up. No you want to be big boys and girls. Free and in charge, then act like it. Behave honorably. Behave humanely by honoring other's. Be respectful not judgmental. Leave your fucking ego at your own door before you leave. Don't you step outside with your ego. You rape anyone, you rape my planet and my animals. My gardens fruit and flowers.
So yeah, when I let it go for my girls and decided to start over, I couldn't go anywhere. He cleaned me out and he planted the seed of lies. I couldn't see what was wrong. At first I thought it was a self esteem issue. So I had lots of discussions. It didn't matter what I tried or the agreement. He did not follow through one time. It was me left to take on his responsibility of any load. Then told all along the way how I could make it cheaper and better. I'm talking a can of paint people. Anything I cooked he wanted Asian food not american. I would have everything done by the time he got home just so I wouldn't have to hear him one more time come up and nit pick me about the smallest thing. Like my children being in the kitchen playing the cupboards while I cook. Oh how messy.
Then taking stock before took the pills to see how they made me feel four months later, I realized what I was looking at inside Greg was ego and entitlement. No Greg never possessed me, but he sure wore me out. The second time I got drunk with Greg was like three years after we met and it was in California and I met up with Gwen and Kenny, my childhood friend. Came to visit, and we tied one at the Alcatraz restaurant and bar of all places. This is only the second time Greg was my designated driver. That's why he was mad. He had to drive. I had no arguing difficult behavior. No attitude, I was trying to loosen up and have fun with a childhood friend and he couldn't even let me do that.
Greg never came home with me passed out on the couch. Sometimes me and Greg would have wine with dinner, and well I made dinner and Greg usually didn't come home until late for awhile. I couldn't get a adjustment from him at the office any longer. Mary Stone just stole it. Well he signed to over. I even told him after our divorce that your accountant added $1500 hundred back in. He told me I was lying. Then he gets dinged for thirty three thousand dollars. He told me it was all my fault. Once again. How is this my fault. The two years I had that business. You would not look at book, however you were sure bouncing me every six months to different accountants. Thousands of dollars you cost me. All because you wouldn't let me learn for free by someone else. Even if I did you wouldn't give me any time to even get to my own job. Something always came up and it was me my work my home my children and my time that suffered. Looking back every relationship I had you were standing in the background. Somehow your name and a truthful conversation would come up. Right along with an apology. 'I'm sorry I had no idea." To late damage has been done and all because I was not allowed to speak the Truth and no one would even bother to give me the benefit of the doubt, like I did them.
Now you all think you control this weather and this rock. You all who poison it with the black hearts at the top poisoning humanity. The Kran called it. Hey we all had a part to play taking out this monopoly once and for all.
I want all there money in all there bank accounts to go back into the system where it should fo been in the first place. It will re-fertilize and regrow my gardens everywhere. I want working toilets and water everywhere. I want my boys out of those clubs, my lost boys I want you to go home. My motorcycles with wings on your back, yeah let's turn that old behavior around. Let's show them it's okay to fly on a highway and still be God's warrior. I want those white sheets off and I want my skin heads back. Yeah you egg heads, it's time to spread the rainbow. Lets get rid of this racism. I don't care who you love. I just want you to love. I'm not saying go rape or spread the love sexually, I'm saying as God's children we put faith in him, and his family values not what someone else thought.
I want all my fallen angels to step out into the light across every land. God doesn''t have a ge limit. God has no creed. You don't need to worship him. He wants you to honor life, and love life, create travel with a back pack and feel safe once again. We can learn from the differences. I mean any futuristic movie has no justice, no food, no joy. This system is the problem not humanity.
Remember when you strike my lil dog for that special K. It is your mother and father that you take out. Don't give this system power. Even these drug dealers they created them and well we all had our part. One thing I learned from God, he gets to the heart of the matter. He don't fuck around. Take it out straight from the top and well give society and humanity back all that was stolen. Gove them the Truth. Man Up and well once again. Hey Catholic's. Yeah I know my grandma catholic Catherine Anne Fairy side of my family, but I love saying it. Hey Catholic's, you'r mama's back, or you can call me mummy, or even a what? Hail Mary!
Thursday, April 20, 2017
Dante's Inferno Comes To Light
(She's Got A Way Billy Joel, and now we are onto Close to Me, by The Cure)
Wow. Wow. Wow. Look what I have discovered just this morning? My nines. Now I admit I wasn't happy and once again I lost my shit as it started to sink in just what I'm looking at? Even in the names, the hierarchy, the levels. Now when this started the only nines I knew about were in that angel book. You know the one Angel's 101? I mean I'm writing about all you need is Morals and a good value system to have God. Principals and guidelines, that set you up to ascend, transcend and fly. Well quite frankly this system sure does set man up to fail.
Main Street Bob Seeger and the A Silver Bullet Band
There ain't no fail safe in this system. You don't need life insurance when you have God. With God you have assurance. Assurance that no matter where you stand, no matter what class you sit in, no matter the house or the beast inside, that I have discovered they don't want you to know about or acknowledge. Just in that action we are hurting spiritually, it's a form of repression on our heart and soul, about who you really are and I don't like it one God Damn bit. God is your creator, Call him Dog, I don't give a flying flock. You can call J.C., J.C. or Jesus Christ, Your welcome to even acknowledge the next generation of angels standing at heavens gates holding my teddy bear tucked safely under his arm. I hold on to that picture, it keeps me moving forward. Not the man so much.
Before the Heartache, Hootie and the Blowfish
Let me explain, this morning I finally finished watching, The Lion, Witches and the Wardrobe. Like I didn't understand just this story line, standing in the woods, (on purpose once again to get all this mother nature shit done and over with) learning about mother nature first hand. Literally standing in front of three bears. The first being mommy bear at the beginning, then sometime in August the baby bear, which reminded me very quickly as I was drinking around with my phone trying to get a close up, that mom might be standing behind me. Then well a couple weeks before I knew I was due to go onto phase five of my journey, and on my way back to my lil" teepee in the woods, right on the other side of my pee rock, I walk right into Bid Daddy Bear.
Happy
Let's not forget learning about cougars and they're prides first hand? Low and behold my children to went to Mt. Si. Panther Pride. Then the truck when I stood on the oil can in big black letters and a black feather, Pride. Where do I work? Country Pride. Then what do we have, the other rainbow? Gay Pride. Yeah I got Pride and rainbows coming out my ass. Then I discover just why there are rainbow clouds coming out both ends. You know the North Pole and the South Pole, where just happens to be every Government signed not to flock with, turns out to be my family and yours. Well you know those beasties inside us, those animals have crossed paths with us, and yes they have a house and dimension right along with you. Some of you are just young bucks, and well truly we don't take on our true forms,until about fifty, when you don't care what people think. You got humanity, you got heart. That's all you need really to feed yourself.
This truly is an age when the true heart of a man shows. They don;t give a flock, they don't have ego they have heart. Well when I saw the animal with the bird head, the wings and the lions back end, I realized one thing and I cried, that yes these animals are back and they are inside us. In the book of Enoch each time we come back we as celestial beings cross paths through those houses and some of want to stay awhile and come back as a lil' beastie for awhile and experience that part of life. So because they poisoned our food and created an inferno on the insides, God as a Profit once again is closing a chapter to another book.
Leaving on a Jet Plane John Denver
I mean when I read the Purge to get out of purgatory, and then the name of the next dimension, you bet I went into a tirade, I ranted and raved. I screamed and shouted at him once again. Nobody knows you better than your creator, like he doesn't know by now, even before he drops Hope to the ground once again. You bet your sweet ass he knows I'm going to explode. then I started circling once again calling him every name in the book, right back to Your an ASSHOLE. I HATE YOU. You know I hate it when I find a book, a documentary and a story line that follows suite with what I've been writing about.
I mean come on in the last two day's I kept seeing a apple once again, and hearing Newton, the ATOM. Then A Fig. Do you know, why God had Eve eat the fruit first? To feed a mother later on life perhaps. Make her marry the most deceptive brother ever, The 666 himself. Wow, what a shade he has, what a mask and cover. To go through life and not have empathy. To have to rehearse everything, always a game and cover up. To discover why I stood in three gardens begging God for his life and just why my right leg wanting to kick him in the ribs. That boy better remember who his mother truly is inside me and who's brother is on the ground and at heavens gates.
He better remember who owns this garden, while I'm at it Montesano and all your round up. Get the Flock out of my seed. I don't know what you were thinking that it was ever a good idea or a great investment to poison your mothers seeds. Even if none of you doctors and lawyers, you corporate owners and investors, you scientist all across these lands, these religions that you serve, No Love, No Heart, No Higher Power to Ascend to. No mother land, no rock to come back to and enjoy.
Can't Get Through The Briefs
When you look down a T-zone of another human being, the shape of the eyes, the nose. The pointy noses to me are witchy noses, the ones with a bend or bump are the birds. Some of us are birds in the name Robin, like our parents gave us. Well the balls, are the dog's, The cat's, The bear's. When you even look at the way someone sits, you can see a bear or a gorilla. I mean following Gary around was like a walking Science Project. I'd trail behind him and he would look down at the soil and say oh look Colleen, Charcoal. That Lettuce when it breaks down, it turns to sugar. He was a walking talking education system going off in all his dimension, going from a shaman who truly reads rocks, and that is why he carries them. This rock, is Gary's Pride. Those Garden's and all these drugs, prescription and non prescription from his past, Walking talking, mother nature organic science project. A Genius who I think got his degree in three years, with a wife and kid. A Honor student. Does this story sound familiar?
I mean his cousins name Stephen King, who is mentally ill. Stephen King can stand in these dark dimensions, and see the truth of the animals the beast, the dark side without getting stuck and paying a high price. Just in the name alone someone else is carrying the true mental Illness and is stuck and living it, and he doesn't understand and neither does this healthcare system. Well not the one's working it anyways. They do know one thing, the ones behind the iron curtain with the pills and the diagnosis training people with any odd behavior, spiritual or psychic, lock them up. Don't give them a choice. Label them and try to drug them up and shut them down.
You can get elected and use God as a Moral Code, however the Values, principals in this society don't add up, to feeding you anything but a bunch of bullshit. Telling you just in time for the system, to get Indigo children drugged up if they don't follow suite. Set up the counselors to diagnose right along with the teachers. When I asked questions about the homework, and this system. Knowing full well no five year old needs homework. Not my problem you are removing the things that make my child human from schools because you want to follow a system. A number and you set this up. Not happy.
All these civil cases with Corporate America that no one can touch not the cops or the ones struggling to live. Truth is in Nevada alone you ask all those homeless to step out from underground, actually anywhere and these streets would be filled with your brothers and sisters, carrying the labels of your burdens. No better way to take out humanity right? Poison the food and everything, put a lock on a bathroom door, you know the ones with all these intestinal problems, burning stomachs, kidneys and bladder to cover the other part of your healthcare system, the urinary tubes, the panti liners, the batteries for our flash lights. The high cost of Deet. The high cost of Celiac food. I have learned in this animal kingdom and any animal kingdom, you don't fuck with the food. There is a circle of life in those woods above ground and all around, for a reason. To feed you your food, and your spirit, your heart and your soul. Your music and love song of your life. Mine is Home, family and traditions, Forever and Ever Amen. My favorite people on this rock, are the ones who have a lil' flair inside them. A zest for life. People who have drive and want to live a full life. I want my children to live a happy joyous free life. The ones who weren't afraid to expreiment or take a stand. The ones with colors in their personalities.
I want my children, to poke and prod and play. As a parent first we have to teach our children to feed ourselves. We have to teach our children, Corporate America doesn't feed you. Your family does, your rock does. This universe does. Now when you look at men and women in this nation, I want you to remember, they labeled you as fruit, just in that weight chart, and they once again in some assigned another animal. Like the Chinese New Year. Once again, I'm a Monkey. I'm small, and well my God made me small for a reason. He like his lil pussy cat just the way she is.
I finally stopped ranting and raving when it dawned on me. All this music I've been writing. The apple, the Newton, the gravity problem I saw in the beginning. So in all my journals I just rewrote Dante's Inferno, from a different pint of view not realizing, I'm walking through the stages of another book. Am I scared, yes. Of course, I don't care how far I ascend, as mother I never want to lose my human side, my heart. Mother, human or beast. You can't beat a heart of a mother.
Every Time I hear That Song, Blake Shelton
I am going to explain the rules, about all you besties, playing in Eves Animal Kingdom. Watching these beast, I know one thing. Their ain't no rape. I realized looking at that Doe with her two children cross the street she went first, the two lil ones followed behind, and out from behind the bush stepped big Daddy. Big Daddy Buck. I realized society can sure learn about family in the animal Kingdom.
Yeah I downloaded some of Dante's inferno quotes. Truly they speak Volumes. I asked Michael, "What's the name of that flying beast with the Lion for back leg's? He said a Griffin. Another Big G. Funny Dante's Inferno, is a comedy. I am the Joker Child, This lil Mother knows one thing. I love my families sense of humor. Irony. That God is your creator, he owns this rock and universe. He might piss me off, but truly he broke the news to me humanely, he never raised a hand or forced me. Never humiliated, and yes God has a way to bringing you back around, and around, and around, yes it seems my wardrobe has allot to do with who I am. From the past present and future.
One outfit when I was a young adult. A black long sleeve fitted mini dress with a black tutu with primary colors flexing through it. A pair of white Pantaloon's with pink ballerina slippers. Yes I wore this stuff to work and school. A navy mini lil tutu skirt, and another navy dress when my best friends mom wanted to send us to Charm School. Hilarious. I know start with the silverware on the outskirts and work your way in, truth be told I'd rather have a steak and a BBQ, a fire place, and well a big daddy with a big heart to dance under the sheet's, on the table, in the garden. I don't care, I just want to keep moving, I just want to keep dancing, whenever wherever as long as I have my heart I don't care. Let me curl up next to my own teddy bear, my own beastie and well quite frankly nothing would make me happier.
Wednesday, April 19, 2017
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Friday, April 14, 2017
Coming Up Rainbows
Tuesday, April 11, 2017
The Lions Bridge
Well it turns out I am a genius and I didn't have to get a school loan or pay for college after all. Yup how enlightening this journey has been. Love the song, The Crow Chasing The Butterfly.
I figured out why I wouldn't look you in the eyes? What bothered me? I didn't call it Lions Brow, because it's a bridge. The bridge of a Lion King. Two of Mother Natures Beast coming together to let these black Knights know who really owns this kingdom. This rock.
Turns out God really does have a beast for a lap dog after all. Yup I figured out that atom. It looks like a lil sprographical thing that just keeps spiraling round and round each individual body.
It spirals between our legs, up our spine and over our heads. It continues down the front. Now when you think about that CNS how it flows and works, Up our spine right to the mind. I don't give a flying flock what science says our spine effects mankind's emotions. The true reason for the addictions and the creation just in time, to cure mankind of all that ailes us. Suppress our pain, all pain neurological suppressed emotions keeps us stupid, fat, lazy, zombies. Those rich bastards back in 1906 stuck his hand in the healthcare kitty jar. He had money, so he got to pick the school and science for mankind's healing. Paid a psychiatrist to create pharmaceutical solutions for people who are spiritually connected and gifted. He slowly over time killed off homeopathic solutions, by planting false labels on anything organic our spiritually to heal. Chiropractic was labeled a scam, yet what do the auto industry and private workmans comp owners do? They bounce you from chiropractor to chiropractor every quarter further and further away. Call you a year later to ask how ya feeling? No pain management. Same as this Washington Apple healthcare, it's the same for veterans but they have to drive further and further to get subpar healthcare. Sheep herding, and turning off making the homeless the blame for all the garbage they created. The indignity telling a human being you can't use a restroom in a public place where we all pay taxes. Unforgivable.
I kept seeing a lotus flower. I had no idea why. I got taken back to my chakra. The root chakra. Number one is a lotus flower and the name of a mountain on one of our 7 continents I believe. Funny thing I've been strengthening and stretching my coccyx.
Then chakra number two. Location the human bodies reproductive organs, I noticed in Michael and Greg a flat spot right here. Not good, it's turning off our biological emotion to our children. Also a flower and another mountain. I've been seeing a tiger Lily. Well then chakra number three, solar plexus, it so speaks universally just in the name.
Then the number four chakra, heart chakra. Number four is also the sleep dimension, we are moving into the fifth dimension. The reason why women have scoliosis later in life is the broken heart. In religion they cut out half your heart the day you were born. Mother Nature is Mother Mary aka. Eve. JC well obviously the closest reincarnation to God as you we're gonna get. I mean who else could take the inhumanity in that behavior? Which is Adam. Freya and ISIS one and the same.
Knock knock book of Enoch. God sent his Angel, duh, me. Yup release probably Azeakal, Angel of Vengence. Then God had like the Jack Asscsent to live with the wolf, and so on. It seems God has been crossing family lines, in this family, on this planet. The animals, different colors of different tribes. We are all his children, dumbshits. What makes you think God has a age limit on heaven? He's crossing our celestial being selves just like him, through this universe and on this rock. Our bodies are but shells. We don't die with Christ in our heart.
First song written, keep on trucking for the Lord. 19 is the number of terrorist on 9/11. Major set up to create war once again. I knew I hated that number for some reason.
Then we have Chakra number 5. This system won't let me speak, it seems I refuse to adapt to this systems religion, and mental health system. Hell I gotta get surgery on my bladder from all these pills. But hell we all gotta do our part and donate a organ to keep this crancking wheel of a healthcare going. Telling me my pain is in my mind not my spine. How many years did it take to look that way and not one XRay? So I get one and you have the gull to tell me, it says here on this chart. I'm not a droid, I'm a human being and I have rights. What does it do to someone's mental health all those years, telling them they are lying and making it up? You ducked with the wrong mother. Your system ain't healing me, my family is upstairs. It's been real eye opening you might say.
So let's get to that third eye and that cross. When JC hung on that cross where did his head sit? Right between your eyes. Some crosses have a circle. It's all good. God's been sending his son and daughter a long time all around this globe. From the heavens and universe.
Now run that cross down to your solar plexus. Open up the chakras along the spine along with care and health of your spine and your atoms heal and you find your family. As one man, you are part of another four. You are each your own lil star.
When we are born we come from two. With you being the bright star in the middle. Our original soul is you. Our memories are wiped clean, not the soul. We lose pieces of ourselves sometimes coming back. Missing links missing family.
God is a celestial being of light he is Adrogynous. He sent JC here during a time of war with religion. Fighting over land that belongs to all of you, not just ten percent, you assholes. You have committed crimes against humanity and there ain't no going back now.
Weaken the core, weaken the spine. You poisoned mankind when you planted that wheat seed. God said don't poison the wheat. Poison the wheat, poison the wheat flour, which is in everything. So since the late 60s to Early seventies you started this process here in the states. Babylon, we weren't in it. But lady justice was. You have been poisoning mankind's organs from the inside. The reason for all this arthritis and burning intestines, and cancer. So you kings don't have to control the food. Poison it, you just poisoned God's Flock. You don't care rich nor poor. Just like you didn't back in the forties during the depression. You didn't care your compadres lost there shirts, shot themselves in the head, nor jumping out Windows.
Oh yeah those neurological poison suppressor, gives them a good excuse to put you on anti depressant Jack you back up. Hey we all gotta do our part.
So not done with my rant. The first chakra the crown. Golden light. Gee I wonder why ask the chakras are the colors of the rainbow going up that spine?
I asked God one day, hey God how did I learn to see the animals in people at such a young age? Took me back to my family, and all those wonderful animal nicknames since the day I was born. Let me see the worm. Today would be first worm to you. What is the job of a worm? We enrich the soil, feed the fish and birds. Circle of life bitch. What can a worm do. I can regrow. Reproducing and having sex with myself sound very unsatisfying and boring, but as a worms life it is what it is.
Then the monkey. Yes this families monkey, apparently I was one and I have been climbing my whole life. Hell I'm short I improvise. Crawl through, up down and all around. Their are benefits to being small. Like finding out I was once a fairy. Who the flock got to decide what was myth and what was true of our past lives? Some of us have a lil fairy in us it doesn't mean your gay. Who cares if you are. Not that family.
Colt yeah. I once wrote, I can get as mad as I want and go round and round as long as I don't step over the line. Remind anyone of anything? taming a wild horse, exercising it, while God holds the reigns. What an asshole right? I didn't appreciate being told to sit on a rock and stay. Hey no one could ever say God ain't humane.
Spidey legs, runt, bitch, I'm full of piss and vinegar. Oh yeah my eyes are shit brown too. So I ask am I full of shit now?
Let's go a lil further. The day you are born, you are given a number and animal in the constellation and stars. In any spiritual sect outside religion, like is it Hindu with the 7 elephants? Yes we represent the animals in our bodies hearts and minds. In religion we don't recognize that part of who we are. We don't honor that part of ourselves. It spiritually cuts us off from our brothers and sisters in the animal kingdom, and this planet.
As our bears are disappearing mankind is getting bigger, because of tree poison in our food, some people that Gmo makes people eat 400 more calories a day.
Like my friend who's daughter was bitten without a hand? Was it a curse or a blessing when he high fived Kevin from under the bed.
Thank God for unanswered prayers like that. To marry a Asshole like that. Yes he poisoned my first love. These two brother's took me and my heart. My first love for granted. To be cute and cool. On the other hand when I looked at the nails in the parks stabbing into lil birdie toes. My mind flashed right to that lil darlin. So yes it's a blessing. Someday perhaps I'll get to tell her.
Universally? I want to know what makes mankind so a arrogant to think we don't have to follow universal laws? That putt actions and behaviors, killing each other off, poisoning our rock isn't affecting these other dimensions, and time zones.