Hate My Life/Theory Of A Deadman
This mothers Hot! Hot! Hot at what I've been through. What a few months this has been. You have no idea the discoveries I have made walking through this system and just how they are using humanities body parts for the machine? All to profit off of humanities organs. The 3rd word I heard the day I stood on the blue oil can. Organ/Oregon. I discovered how our own country legalized this to feed our world economy? They definitely fed the wrong stock. They did not feed God's flock. What they did was poison your septic system with the slow starvation of GMO over a 10 year period. Since when is it ever a good idea to poison your mothers seed? Montesano! U really are the representation of the 2 black snakes when I sat on the well. So U don't need this rock, this tree of life to feed you? No a small percentage of you think your going to live somewhere else. Leave these people to starve and be slaves to you in all walks of life just to survive feed and protect their families.
Numb/LP
Now I know why this started out about the apple and the salmon? Then the apple from the garden. The Wisdom Tree of good and evil. Don't know how to judge unless you've experienced it yourself. My prayer after I filed for legal custody of my father. "As long as I have a home so to shall my family." Age 6 he promised to build me a house for just me and him. The one broken promise from my father. I had hoped and wished. I waited on the inside. What Dreams May Come. Robin William's when he chimed in when I was down on my knee on red rock road. "He's going to have the last laugh" he said.The man from my dream's that I'd approach always in mother nature. All I could see was the back. Primary colored blue t-shirt, arm's crossed. Dark shoulder length hair. Talk about "BIG DADDY ISSUES"The date? End of September 2016. He stepped to my left, arm's crossed a smirk on his face and my fathers blue eye's. I walked away with my right hand in the air flinging it over my shoulder, I said "great you have a wife now? I'm just a flea on your shoulder that you can just flick off at a whim. Down here doing your bidding". I recon my fiery side.
I'll Be/EM
Needless to say I wasn't happy. Then being taken through the cosmos? I've been thoroughly scrooged on this vision quest. Yes I have figured out my black shadow when I sat in a circle of tree's while pregnant with Kai. Then again when I threw all my anger and rage at him. I collapsed on the ground got up on all fours and looked to my right I said "that's it your hiding me from the Truth". My father is the black shadow. They took me around to circles of tree's in the beginning. A circle one tree. A circle two tree's and so on. I yelled up "I get it it's about the tree's". The Celt's. I heard that word in the beginning and Kyle said "his wife and sister in law are Celt"s". Then it was about the tree's and our veteran's. I scribed for hour's sitting in the veteran's office that day. They fought for those tree's. They fought for Freedom. Risking life and limb. They risked their own mental health to fight for Freedom. You treat them like reject's. You shun them. Don't feed the bears right? Don't let that piece of shit man have a free drink of water without paying for the cup. You wouldn't have water if it wasn't for them. Your water is going in our landfills in bottles. Our government slowed it down and jacked up the prices. Our John's don't flush Jack shit down. Did it not dawn on you that the water doesn't belong to anyone on my rock?
It's The Only One U Got/3DD
The day a woman was in the library reading to her son? She complained that the man was snoring at the back of the library. I walked up to her and I said "you mean that veteran that fought for your freedom to even be sitting here today"? All you people have done is defend this system and all this PC. Political Correctness giving you a good excuse for you behaving like children. Re-writing the written language? What are we political droids? No after what I went through this last month being stuck in this system and seeing the power and the removal of these people's civil liberties. The right to own their own body. Yes HIPPA you own the body and spirituality and I saw it. Good old number 9. The power of the 3, 6, and 9. You blocked evolution and control, the energy. You stole from Nikolai Tesla. Sorry Ion Flux thought you were a movie not a man. He's taking his universal energy back. After that night working with these number's standing at the Gull and Pride sign across from the Genie. I got Angel's 101 and used it as my guide.You know non denominational. My Guides from the start. The Legion and I'm the server of Truth?
Waiting For Superman/Daughtry Wait For Me/TOD
This is on the intake form to a mental institution. You know those contract's telling you your right's then in the lingo of the contract as you move down it sign's off your rights? "Not to be denied treatment by spiritual means through prayer in accordance with tenets and practices of a church or religious denomination. Hilarious! I don't do religion and I'm the righteous one who did not disrespect someone else's God? Whatever made them a better person I did not car Then I learn of the judgment in every house? Still treating women as second class citizens of this house? Still here to serve man IC? My Cinderella curse and you ladies. They didn't have Faith and leave the judgment up to God. The one whom sent his son here in human form. Jesus Christ. Now it's Jesus mother fucking Christ in this family tree line. Mother nature wasn't lying on her back when all ye Holy spirit's were created. You disrespect your garden. Turn's out my cussing and swearing is my Truthful nitch.
45/Shinedown
Hilarious, I took a photo of a revolver that said "Jack's house" behind it. Then Jack's on American God's? When I watched that, I felt like I broke all the chains that bind after I made the agreement with my family tree line. No more boxes all to save my family and to get them out of the chambers. What's in a name? Volume's. U boxed them in and I'm letting them out. What's the first casualty in any war? Truth. I read I Am Pilgrim.
Everything Changes/Staind
This is the end all of all end all's. The Final Phase of this monopoly game. Now I Understand why they said their is no balance in our justified system in our land of freedom. Abraham Lincoln and that number 13? All I see is slavery to the machine. The Knights of The Templar? Friday the 13th, 1307.I have been thinking lately about Kai after she watched the Matrix at about 3 to 4? I got up to turn off the TV one morning when we were watching a children's show together. She steps next to me and did the move Keanu did in the Matrix. She did the move when he signaled his opponent foreword. I asked what's this? She opens her hand to 2 AA battery's and says "you know mommy they run on batteries".
You Shook Me All Night Long/ACDC
My dream in a fun park learning that you were using our energy to run this machine? You were using humanities energy. Keeping us busy with all these fun and games. Keeping us entertained in this Monopoly game. Go to jail. Pay a fine. Never let us off the chain or out of the box? I read in the bible we will wear chains for Him. The Son/Sunshine. Reality TV? Everybody wants to be a star. They aren't even reality. Hey how about these spinners going in my landfill's? Your Shell corporations, whom you can't track scratching the politicians back. You made Corporations. Then you incorporate. Then you franchise and affiliate. How about all these filament's going in my landfills? My family is going to affiliate their foot up your ass for this. I haven't gotten to the punishment phase of this monopoly game all to serve man and machine? The big dogs are 6 in a year. I'm the number 7 the garden was about 6000 years. Well I think 7000 because I'm the little dog and you can sit in the shit. In Dante's Inferno. His love's name? Beatrice. Beauty and the Beast, the plague and the rose. Were these writers and musician's just fairy tails? Did they have the guiding hand or are they schizophrenic. Steven King the clown in the sewer's. Are you Schizophrenic too? LMFLAO.
Lost In You/3 Days Grace
The bullshit they are allowing these hospitals signing away a humans right's? The diagnosis of Schizophrenia? What about the one's whom aren't that you guilted and made them feel shame? Good old George Washington. Hey didn't he have a portrait where he had the big eye in the sky over his right shoulder? Wasn't he seen giving direction to the democratic party during the Civil war in Philadelphia? His ghost I mean that is written in history books? I used to think my grandma Lily looked like George in the profile. What about Abe Lincoln and his wife Mary Todd they went to seances and she predicted how he'd age in his term. What about Aristotle? Didn't he look into a bowl of water to transcend? U think those gift's just disappeared off the face of the planet? No you made it a mental illness.
Beautiful/Creed
Then like 5 to 6 women line up in my room hospital room to interview me. I spoke the same line "Yes at the time I wanted to die." Then they took every person following the same line of questioning over and over. Yes my body is shutting down. Literally on my last leg. Knowing I have to stand to get rid of this entity. I've been stuck in a box. Not able to eat or sleep for months because of these meds. I can't walk I crawl. Since last summer stroke like symptoms that have progressed over the year into my head and face. Then my eye. Just got the answer after all this time. Complex Migraines. The seeing the cardiologist after sharp chest pains in all the heart attack spots. About 6 month's before I got my answer. Can't remember what it's called but it's basically arthritis in your rib cage. It was really painful and sharp for a few months.
Sorry/B
One woman's name is Pam that was standing there? I told her of my prayer the first day a counselor said it's not discipline but abuse. I went to the car and cried. Wandering if I knew the difference? I knew how it felt to be bullied controlled and humiliated. My prayer was to give me all my families burdens, my hands in the air, tears streaming down my cheeks. It's true God hears the prayers from the heart. He doesn't give you more than you can bear on this journey. He takes it one step at a time. I knew one thing my children had the right to their emotions. It's up to me to guide that.
Ghost Of Me/D
I haven't been able to trust my left leg to work to go even to the bus stop for the last year. Then I'm to weak to even walk. Both leg's give out. When we moved in in 2016, I couldn't get my arm's or fingers to work to braid my hair for a year and after physical therapy it flared my left shoulder neck and shoulder blade. The reason why Freedom has a blanket on her left shoulder? It still goes in and out. 2 neurologist later and the cardiologist pointed out this is all neurological and my lower left leg started doing it's own thing in 2017. Now I get 3 different kinds of migraine's. Got to love my family tree line.
Scar Tissue/Red Hot Chili Peppers
I was thinking about the song I wrote with a native celt rhythm. It was about my girls. It's called We Three Are The Perfect Storm. It's not on my blog. One dot one freckle, one hair on their chinny chin chin and my mother will blow this house down. I said to one of the nurses antagonizing me about my agreement. Being a Cherokee and suicide? No I'm not suicidal. Then she said ISIS caused me to do this she's evil and not good. You'd be a bitch too if you had all the power and people wanted to kill you or control you? I mean they chopped up Osiris. She's going to C first hand ISIS' power and why she's back for ISIS and those twin towers going all the way back to Sodom and Gomorrah? I learned my purpose and the abuse in power in this system? The unethical nature of your blanket laws? The grays, the anti depressors and the machine this God Damned Hoover Vacuum cleaner of insurance you provided. The ghost of J. Edgar Hoover I just discovered he's been with me for years. Accusations of Communist and illegal wire tapping.
This system is turning off your emotions and that's where the human spirits power lies, is in the emotions. Music has been with me since the beginning. Hell Is For Children and then I wouldn't let it play so it went to Love Is A Battlefield. It's a great way to purge your emotions and write out your truth in that moment. your emotions that cleanse and heal. Blocking your truth, your inner voice and intuition. Your guiding light inside you.
Overcome/Creed
Hebrews 11:1-3
"Now Faith Is assurance of things hoped for, proof of things not seen. By faith, we understand that the universe has been framed by the word of God, So that what is seen has not been made out of things which are visible. Another name for Luna is Sin? Right Cyn and our purpose driven life we lead." Why all the pain and suffering? Why all these chains that bind? The woman at the hospital said Cherokees aren't supposed to commit suicide. I'm like isn't that the case with most religions? Then I'm argumentative. UC your not allowed to speak, disagree or defend yourself in our justified system. Can't show any emotion at the accusation. You've allowed this system to have to much power over the heart body mind and soul to turn them off and feed a system.What about the women being sacrificed all these centuries because of some God or your perception of sin? Today to many greedy people wearing the wrong white collars. To much ego and not enough ego.
Only God Knows Why/Kid Rock
Then they have all the power to put people in a mental institutions? Not just 3 but up to 14. Then an extension by the judge because of the prosecuting attorney's unethical behavior and lies. She works for the hospital to protect the hospital. She can say anything. What's the incentive? To label, to hold for longer and collect on the insurance and the pharmaceutical all to feed your banks and your shell companies. U industrialized.
The nurse in the ER was a condescending bitch. I didn't say anything. I was given a .5 percocet by the doctor. Every time I said something she blamed the percocet. Wouldn't get off it. My left leg wouldn't stop shaking. She's going well I would be having anxiety to. Now I'm Truth. If you hadn't been so focused on the machine, if you hadn't turned your own people in to the leper colony, using God's flock as your own garden? Shame! Shame! Shame! Profiting off the hand that feeds you? You poisoned my garden. You wiped out my animal kingdom. Our circle of life u disrespect. U elite and entitled, u land developers and banks went after my farmers. All U middle men we never needed all to take away what belonged to you in the first place. U put in your time and earned it. They take it and we sit in court to get it back and they will only dole back parts of you at a high price.
Yes I point my finger up to you sitting up there repeating history with all this slavery. The electric trucks delivering what of all things? The food. I have truckers who need to eat and feed their families. No your profition off all sides and it's U two with your hand in every kitty. Their won't be paying for indulgences anymore. That scarlet letter A? What Angel? That character defect that just will never go away? A misdemeanor at that. What about all your thievery and all you've taken to sell out your own people in my land of freedom. Jeb Bush was right, they're aint no heart up in that house. What about your character with all that education creating all these blanket laws signing away a human's civil liberties to own their own body all to feed the machine? To allow the depressors from the 20's or 40's to gray these people down. Stop them from seeing the light? What about these trolls sitting at these toll booth's? Jacking up their cost of living? Yes Catholic church so all these demon's and receivers to the light throughout history just go away? Why am I sitting with a woman I've been watching this antagonistic behavior to Tina? U know the one whose father wished her brother had lived and not her? Her brothers name? Enoch.I heard demon mother. I screamed in the parking lot at the church with the purple cup. Yah I got a sharp tongue. In my family tree line you have the right to defend. They're not martyrs their warriors and they belong to me.
Photograph/Nickelback
The Nicholation's? Still not sure who they are? I did however figure out Ben Franklin and those Indian Treaties I'm calling back into play that stands over Freedoms head. Those small pox blanket's around 300 years ago? Those 7 stars with the bull in the center with the white bull in the middle is a druid. I also heard Joseph and Palates 7. Ben Franklin the kite with the key? The lightening rod that I told Alex "That's mother nature's lightening rod and our nine lives are up". Man no matter how hard I tried they wouldn't stop with the 7's once I got into the orphanage for lost mothers, that I call queen's is being shown that number over and over. These ladies aren't as dirty as you think. They had roses and lilly's there. They did have some thing's in common regardless of religion? They have Faith. They have Hope. They have Destiny. They have humility and grace. They know why we're here. Remember theirs a reason why God loves a sinner? Try to remember you had a role to play until you find Truth.
Pain/3Days Grace
Now their is all kind's of pain. You don't want natural healers in this system. Is that why I read an article about my naturopathic doctor's being killed off? How about the Hindu family of 12 women that I met at the gateway? Then she's the one who showed up in a yellow dress before I spent five days in the "valley shadow of death". Then again when I said "yes to becoming a vessel". I said Namaste and bowed to the same woman in yellow. The one who told me Greg put a curse on me. I stepped on the egg with nothing under my foot. I lifted it and it was a rubber replica of my head with blacked out eye's. I said yeah I know that. She said if you know that why are you here? My answer, no one can tell me what to do about it. She also said their is a curse with these pain med's. The lion I saw when I took two. I used to say in my head I am woman here me roar, here me throw your ass out the door. End of my marriage.
Wanted Dead Or Alive/BJ
No I'm Sirius. In I think somewhere between 2016 and 17 God showed me my wish? I always wanted a dog farm where all my dogs could run free. He showed me I own the dog star. I grabbed the wall with both hands and cried. One of my nick name's the dog lady. Sean whom could travel said he tried to visit me in my dreams. He said their was no getting near me. Those dog's were nothing like he'd ever seen before. He wrote me a poem Black Haired Angel. I always had a little dog shadow me. Childhood Tambo, and in my marriage Wrigley and Trident. Babe and Teddy Bear. I kep hearing Ariel, house home and animals in the beginning. Even working with a woman in Fall City red hair and her name? Ariel. Then I'm asking whose her father? The one in the sea who hold's the Trident? Poseidon. I confused him with Prometheus for awhile. Who got his liver eaten out by an eagle for giving us fire. My dog's were complete opposites in nature. One black the other white. The Tao sign and me hearing I'm a little Tao. My brother, father and I are all about balance. I kept saying there's always light in the dark and seeing it in my head. Then the numbers 69.
Control/Puddle Of Mudd
Time to get down and dirty. God put the demon in the pig's. The human this time. Just like their is no Holy Grail on the table of The Last Supper. The Davinci Code Daughter? St. Clair? Mary Madeleine on the right and Jesus Christ on the left. She was one of the 12. It is a V sign in the center. They are joined at the hip. The two people with pig head's with tusk mating behind me after Greg finished with throwing me around the bed not even acknowledging me. Two hours of him giving me just what I need. I tried telling him what I needed, for him to thrust his hands between my shoulder blades to pop my vertebrae back in. Instead I'd get a superficial massage. It did nothing for me. I felt violated and not sure if I'd ever let another man touch me again.
Secrets/One Republic
Just like on Avatar you literally killed your tree of life. Instead this system got us to fight over the garden. All the pollution and poison you create. You even have profited off of them, instead of using them to feed the human race. I know their was a time that my cow's didn't kill the o-zone layer. My tobacco wasn't poison. All those sin taxes you won't let go and go after Black tobacco. Wow! Pick your poison pick your sin. Stop blaming my garden. Your spirit animals that you decent from. Your essence of your one true mother. Eve is of this soil, my shit brown eye's. You are descendant's of Eve not just Adam.
Breakdown/Daughtry
Oh Trump, I'm coming after your black heart. I'm done with you and your bigotry toward people of color and women. Now abortions? I've had two. The first Rose with Greg. I needed to analyze my childhood before I took that on. Greg still had college to finish. I knew one thing, my mother wasn't going to raise my child. The other Jimmie Jane number five. I met her the summer 2016 in those woods. I fell to my left knee and cried. I already had two to feed as a single mother. I wasn't going to let Jim, not that piece of shit man be in my child's life. Well I almost miscarried Alex at four month's. Kiley at two months and her Irish twin Elijah Todd I did miscarry. A profit that God just took home. I knew it was Kiley's Irish twin that's what upset me.
I always believed, I recon some would even say Faith that I was giving them back to God. That he'd understand why I made those choices. I guess that makes me the murdering whore of Babylon? What's your excuse in the round about way your keeping humanity suffering and in pain, making them take the blame for immorality and sin? I felt in the beginning depression, sexuality and love. You are not the most virtuous lot as sinners yourselves doing this to your people on every continent. The other 7 I saw about the third month into this agreement?
Zombie/Bad Wolves
They are literally not leaving it up to staff for these people to get out of these institutions. Up to 14 day's is bullshit Trump. My fourth psychiatrist who held me in there after a week telling me I'm manic and the rest of the staff tried to send me home early.All from a previous diagnosis of a female doctor threatening me to call my children because she had fear of my vision quest. I told him that again she went back on an agreement. IC how you cut off pain med's and allowed these doctor's to turn a blind eye to them doing their job. I'm going to hand you this pain I carry in my tree of life, and my heart. Penance or punishment? The petulant child I saw on that oil can and then I meet Pestilence. Could this be the Locust I saw in the beginning? You are not making these people pay for your wall either. All these walls are coming down because this planet and every continent will have Justice, and Freedom. Know what happened to Humpty Dumpty don't you? No your just another fat rat bastard wearing the wrong white collar profiting off these people's pain and suffering. Profiting off these blanket laws allowing it. No you will sit in my family tree line's court house. This will be a hostile take over for all your fat rat bastards hostile take overs sitting behind these blanket laws, to feed this machine. All these middle men we never needed if you'd just listened to your own historians about death and taxes.
Out Of My Head/Theory Of A Deadman
So now am the 01 here to save your ass? Am I that 01, a creation of your own making? Here to sit through all the injustice just like my little lambs sitting down here? You were told to protect this rock, instead you thought you were the judge on love/sin and morality right here in the land of freedom? It is inhumane what you have done. Oh yes this mother will speak and I want the Gregorian to fall out of the sky. Especially after seeing the prosecuting attorney show up in these institutions making them go back to court. All lies all to keep these people here labeled up and longer. Some barely know witch way is up. Yea I'm the living stone. The Oracle. What happened when the Celts tried to kidnap the Oracle? Yes, they all died. How about The Arc Of The Covenant? I'm your Holy mother. First I'm the Seraphin, here to give you a piece of my mind and a good tongue lashing for this bullshit. I'm the Aries, the ram God's lil' lamb. Just because you don't want it to be true it don't make it untrue.Like McCarthy said. I'll be back and from what I can C scanning these big books of Hope is that all of them are going to happen.
Open Up Your Eyes/Daughtry
I'm the lion hear me roar, hear me throw your ass out the door. Right now I'm all you got to dance for that entity in order to take it down and get rid of that gray cloud. All this deception, destroying this planets tree of life. This rock meant to feed all of God's flock. God is energy. I carry the tree of life from the flogging you did to my brother, my father, my husband and son. I'm the God daughter. Well, it turns out I can do no wrong. I'm always Aten. To Ancient Aliens I sit in ISIS' hands. Another nickname, knot head. Flock you think? So you think cussing is a good excuse to turn off at all the disservice at these counters writing there own rules? The abuse of the right to refuse service to anyone? Just because we're good enough and better than, does not Freedom make. Perhap's I'm Jobe here about a job? Here to set a new presidence on Freedom. Your mother of Truth.
Momma/Queen
The bride whom carries the big dick inside her? Her Father. Perhaps the Bride/Groom. God provided and you allowed man to turn to myth. To make you forget. Yes, this is my country pride and I take it all back.Heaven on Earth for this one. All those souls that came before. If their was a life there was a soul. They sit up in those heavens. Heaven is written in the stars. God is energy. He/She is the atom. She split it and made the Adam the son and the daughter Eve. How is that not science? Do you carry love in your heart? U got God and the son/sunshine. You've got the rainbow with 7 colors of your chakras. You've got love inside you you got the son and daughter. Your twin flames. Camelot does exist. In this family tree line theirs always a trinity. I got my Arch Angel Michael. Jack Parsons conjuring? The other number 9 and who was standing there? Michael and ISIS not letting that thing out. Watching and steering him in a different direction. They don't want the Lotus flower to open. That's why all the suffering and pain in our tree of lives. Blanket blame, blanket justice, blanket pain Making humanity the Organ Donors to you One World Order. All to feed the machine? Excalibur's sword with the black snake coiling down is just one of my clues on this journey. Our healthcare. The medical symbol.
Lullaby/Nickleback
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