The Shekinah

Pocket Full Of Gold/Vince Gill
This last week it dawned on me "I only read the first few chapters in Revelations. Perhap's I should finish this? It also dawned on me the name Micah? I had seen the name on a license plate a few months back. I knew there was a chapter in the bible called Micah. Wow! I admit I freaked out inside because their were more versus that I knew the answers to. Some answers U just don't want. Mine and Greg's first dance, our ring bearer danced with us. His name Micah.

You Can't Make A Heart Love Somebody/GS
Then I saw her name Biblically written in Revelations. Then I remembered the woman from the start in the medieval white gown. First I was looking out of her eyes. I was looking out at snow. Then later I wondered if it was ash? Then I was looking down on her. I had been wondering all along what her name is? Yes! It didn't even sink in that she looked like me around the time I married the serpent." No broken picker there.

If Tomorrow Never Comes/GB
I've been angry at God for this. I don't know what to do with all this? Those are some powerful women that stand above me. How do I tell humanity why those four horsemen are back? That yes, I talk to angels. What of it? The Legion, God's first family. Oh and cousin It? Penny Wise, my ass. How telling that movie is. It started to  sink in that they have had me figuring out the square, the monopoly on humanities body parts? The ownership of the human spirit.

Tell Me I Was Dreaming/TT
Then it was revelations six, the only thing I remembered from that story was the 24 beings bowing down to me. I wanted to run. Begging God don't ever do that to me. Tell them it's just my job. Please don't let anyone bow down before me. Then I saw it, the animals that I saw from the start are right here, Biblically written, The eagle the ox, the lion. Kyle has a bald eagle head with the lions bridge, well yes ox asset's. So let me see if I have this straight, even God has spirit animals? My natives, my Hindu's that's when I saw the elephant and well the wolf from the very start. Then the Bull, I felt a real strong bull presence out there. Sitting on a rock in the river, and IC in the darkness under the trees, a pirates ship and a door. A huge boulder in front in the water looked like an ox with a ring in his nose. Then Oak Island? The Arc Of The Covenant, is a human being? The Davinci Code daughter and the letter V? The last supper?  Their was no holy grail on that table. It's always been about family.

Live To Will It All/VG
It's only insurance that say's we aren't allowed to have spirit animals. We aren't allowed to pray? We aren't allowed to say God's name or your crazy and mental. The funny thing was I never said God's name to any of these doctor's, Yes, it infuriates me, to be released and my own lawyer doesn't go to bat for me? Here I stand again not having any rights, to speak for myself, and I have the Seattle tribe behind me? As a native woman I'm not allowed to become a vessel for my family tree line? They don't want anyone to see the light. You literally industrialized the human body to feed a machine.

I Will Always Love You/DP
Then I had to figure out the circle and the triangle the trinity. Then I saw the Hindu sign the circle the triangle and the square, encircled by the lotus flower? That is what insurance and western medicine don't want you to see the lotus flower. Then they wanted me to see the abuse of these psychiatrist and the HIPPA form? The first one threatened me. That if I don't take these pills, the red, the green and the blue, to shut me off? When for once I'm not in pain. I'm running along the rivers. I'm dancing. It is you who doesn't like my words. No I'm not going to slow down or turn back into the crone to make you happy. I was doing the cross in front of here face.

Go Rest On That Mountain/HF
Then she threatens to call my children and have me committed. I knew I had signed no papers. All because the cream of wheat in all places was watered down to save money.? These people of all places are worthy of food. Accepting that I'm the watcher they buried under all this pain to hide me from the Truth? The Truth of who I am and that black shadow, that I walked around sitting in a circle of a forest. They weren't kidding when they said I'm not ready for that Truth. I said to Michael on this journey I never know where I heard it or read a verse. I don't even know where it's written?

Whiskey Lullaby/BP
Then I said, " I have discovered they kept taking me to Genesis and Revelations slowly on this journey. He said, "from the beginning to the end? Yup! I read from A to Z, I told him I saw that on a wine truck in Tacoma, it was from Oregon. Then IC it written in here. Then I saw it Zion's daughter? I've never read that. It was her name and the church of Zion, and another toilet seat sitting out front. Who was standing in that mess, taking the blame from the staff member who did it? The toilet seat on the gold mound when I was asked to wash myself with river water, Then to lie back on my zero king coat and an Australasian rain coat. I thot it was going to be nap time? No then I felt the touch. The first thing out of mouth? I'd recognize that touch anywhere. Then it was 2 for the lion's as I roll up onto my knee's like a cat.

I Still Believe In You/VG
Then later that day laying where bears sleep at, I gave one to the bears. The ardeur and all these orgasms? The slicing of my hand with a razor and placing it on the rock where I stuck that staff in the ground. Saying, "uhm! grandmother I thot you said not one more drop of blood? I wouldn't look at the cut marks. I placed my hand on the rock and said the Lords prayer. Then on the ends of the staff, Then I said, bring it mommy bring it daddy. This was where this had something to do with Salmon. I had moved passed the Abe and the Rose. I was done with working with these apples. Now it was about that scarlet letter A and this apple insurance. They have shown me something else? When I finally looked I realized it was a lightening bolt, three lines. I'm just tired of all this third party shit.

I'm Moving On/RF
The day I sat in front of my office feeling like my tire's are spinning and I'm not getting anything done. Of course once again I'm loading up something or unloading something. That's when the earthquake happened. My sister at fifteen after another physical altercation with my mother's discipline. She's going to get her way any way she can. We were just burden's and objects. The storm in Eastern Washington when my sister arrived? Yes, they have shown me all these storms and how I have once again had to go through some injustice with Corporate America, or you big brother. telling me I can't speak. I have no right's all to give your justified system being hooked in with the banks and these school loans? Whose gonna pay for that? Yes! it was the gas stations shutting down and the storms. Our phone calls were listened in on.

I Swear/JM
Telling us if we don't come back we will be fired? I got stranded in Redmond. I walked around that court house all day telling me theirs no help, or a Mormon lawyer, another judge telling me I deserve everything I have coming to me. My own mediator telling me I was no Angel. Then the two people calling me black haired angel? One of them wrote me a poem. Then I find out I'm the Seraphin the Fiery One? I just don't feel like getting my chain yanked some day's.

When You Say Nothing At All/AK
I can honestly say, I'm ready to go back to love. Where's the love man? I'm still smarting that my life was a set up. I try inside to get past it. What's fifty years compared to the hell of the one's who came before, were fighting for freedom? Slavery has no color I've discovered throughout history and time. It's greed and sloth. Whose creating that? Not these people down here. Only the meek not the elite shall inherit this earth.

Neon Moon/Brooks And Dunn
The Celt's, the tree's, the circles and this woman? I've got another one inside me? The Shekinah, The druid, the messiah, the scribe and the seer. Then at 3:16 a.m. an unwarranted refusal of service and how you have abused that? Then brother's, codes and doors. I've only lived on this west coast line. I'm just here to take down this house of cards. John 3:16. Back to love you go.

One More Day/DR
First it was about door's. Then key's. Then seals. This flag. How many flag's have I sat at shedding my tears? The sun Aten, Luna the moon. I like her other name, Sin. This rock. The living stone is me? To some I recon Kryptonite, it depends what side of love you stand on? Justice is Athena and well the masonry's true intent? Not to let the elite get a hold of the human race. You signed away freedom in 1996 and the HIPPA form. I can't wait for Dante's inferno. Big Ben his kite and key? I looked at Alex and said, that's not God's lightening bolt. That's mother natures and our nine lives are up. How many times has he shown up with that picture? The stars the ram faces freedom and turns to the Pisces. It's written in the stars. Then the Malakites, this entity and U big brother?

When I Get Where I'm Going/BP
There I was at night setting the stage for one big lightening bolt, when the serpent rears it's ugly head. Just bringing it in closer each night. Then the two snake heads that popped up when I sat on the well? I had to figure out the representation of those two snake heads. It's you two working hand in hand. U can't let these sin taxes go big brother. The revenue of this black tobacco. U sitting up there, Congress? U walked out on your jobs and more people aren't getting paid to pay for this wall?

Anymore/RT
Whose gonna pay now? The mountain with the broken heart that's who.Yeah I can't wait to point my finger up and serve you up my families justice for this tree of life I wear up on my back. I like finding out I'm Wednesday after all from the Adam's family. My brothers white rat and discovering who Odin really is on American God's then connecting it to the United Kingdom and the father with the sky blu eagle eye's with the lions bridge. He was born in California then moved to live with his grandmother in Norway. Still hadn't figured out Odin's location or Thor's, not even Horus with the Eagles head standing at the gateway. ISIS' son. Her other twin flame.

Carrying Your Love With Me/GS
It was what else I read in Revelations and the Lapis robe for Mary Madgelane. My marking and the kid who created exactly what I wanted. An angel with an aura. Of course he made her nude, I asked him to put a gown on her. This was the color he chose. Like the color of blueberries. This guy looked like my first love only artistic in his own way. When I saw Kyle's serpent and the name Harley Davidson? The same shop I had mine done.  It mention's the color Lapis in Revelation's and the other color Topaz. The representation of our Holy Father in the skies his blue eye's. The one's that are always watching after all. My wedding ring Greg also took it up on himself to steal.

Forever And Ever Amen/RT
Realizing the four horsemen, the breaking of the seals and the storms coming down on our heads? then I see the part about the figs. The depression of the fig I had hanging over our bed. Then the 12 fruits of the tree's that I wrote about in the beginning called the promised land. The 12th step on this journey. What is it about? Mother nature and all her fruits and wears, so all her children can eat. Can be released off the chin gang. Looking at the root of David and the chosen one? I felt a a David and Goliath feel from the start. The Alpha and the Omega, this big dick I carry. The Monalisa with her smile, because it's a woman this time. I'm the sheep, the lion, the eagle, the ox with the human face. I can explain the stars falling from the heaven's. Those beings in those stars do exist. If their was a life their was a soul. They are back for the rose.

Orion's Belt

Right Here/Staind
Orion's Belt? So this is about Orion's Belt? I downloaded an application on my phone called Star Walker 2. I've been going out at night with it and looking up at the constellations. It's given me a clearer picture of these beings in the stars. I had standing in front of me Orion's Belt and it started to dawn on me the shirt I wore as a belt, the reason why in the beginning I was writing so I wear my colors on my ass? At first I thought it was a red white and black plaid shirt. I laughed when I discovered nope! It's a red white and blue plaid shirt.

Free Bird/LS
It was a time that someone handed me a red white and blue bike. When I got to the house in New Si View it was the flag's that was bordering the family room, I seemed drawn to them. Then I got the picture with a bicycle wheel and a lil' flag on the handle bars from the same location. I had to have it. Then going to the veterans office, and it was the sight of the flag as we were leaving? I orgasmed twice at the sight. I was thinking this morning about the video of Truth I'm trying to make? How rated G is this book I wrote? How rated G is this video going to be? I know what people expect? The Disney Channel behavior? Nope! They're not going to get that rated G. They are going to get the Truth about rated God. No I'm Sirius. The Redeemer or The Punisher? God is about Justice and Redemption.

Stair Way To Heaven/LZ
God is about love. God is about Truth. God is about Freedom. God is about peace. Come Judgment day I assure to you I point my finger up. Ain't nobody own the key's to the kingdom of heaven but this little girl right here. The Rose, you know what they say about the Rose don't you? Every Rose has it's thorns. Come judgment day, this will be my families revolution for all the injustice I have had to endure, living in your justified system, based on whose gonna pay back that machine and insurance, not Truth. It might say "In God We Trust" behind these judges but you mention God and you are crazy? No it is this system that passed these blanket laws signing away a human beings right's to speak right there in our schools, that would be you big brother and Corporate America. The representation of the two black snakes that popped up when I sat on the well. Boy does my brother ever have a bone to pick with you. Industrializing the human race. You sold out our rights to speak in your justified system or own our own bodies. Their ain't no constitution inside or outside the body anymore is there? You allowed the depressors from the twenties to depress all pain in the mind and that central nervous system down that tree of life. Oh how you the insurance companies and pharma they don't want that lotus flower to open. Dante's Inferno in 1996 it was the signing of that HIPPA form. My right to make an agreement to become a vessel for my family tree line, and go on a vision quest to Truth? A native woman at that. Do I need a green card if the God Particle is back?

The Rose/BM
My how we discriminate against someone praying quietly. Right here in this so called land of Freedom. You two seem to own everything if you own that lot. Nothing changes a persons behavior like pain? So big brother why do you get to be the drug dealer? Why do you get to profit off these peoples losses? Their pain and suffering? Why do you get to create the black cloud over there heads, writing blanket prescriptions using them for what they aren't meant for? To tolerate in our schools, means to tolerate someone else's behavior and then it say's to build a tolerance to a prescription drug that is creating an allergy in the body. Funny the 3 things you handed over and labeled to these insurance companies control over? Antibiotics, allergy medication because well you created that too, and they industrialized pain management with blanket prescriptions. Everyone no matter the ailment has to go to physical therapy. Could that be the reason Freedom has a blanket on her left shoulder?

Shooting Star/Bad Company
Their ain't no freedom up in this house. No not with this Monopoly game I had to figure out. Nope their ain't no sales on service going on down here, aside from this industrializing humanities internal organ's anyway you can. The garden, since when is it ever a good idea to poison mother nature's seed? You sold out the garden's before that. "We Are The World We Are The Children?" All so you could slice and dice these lots. No you didn't protect our garden's. You industrialized it. My Cane you poisoned with your Aspertane. My Maze you industrialized. No you definitely followed the wrong profit, and you fed the wrong stock. You literally sold the garden out to the entity in more ways than one. It is you on top that can't let these sin taxes go. Hell they don't care if it's the scarlet letter A. Always a liar, a minimizer and a blamer. You have no more right's to speak. I will speak.

Love Me Two Times/The Doors
In the last couple of day's I've thot more about that Orion's belt? How the name Horus kept coming up? In the beginning I felt a bull presence. I now know it's a representation of the father of those 7 stars above freedoms head. That's why I looked Kyle up at first trying to figure out the bull? The Taurus who is that? Then he turns out to be a Pisces, Orion's Belt. It was my sister who told me before I made this agreement, that my first home wasn't in Renton, it was in Kent. Then I find out the other name for Kent is called the Gateway? The place I got taken back to on this journey. The lion came up?  I have learned that I am the lion too, yet I don't have the lion's bridge. Could that be the Pisces, the 69 I kept picking up in the beginning? Right along with that United Kingdom I kept picking up on in the beginning, right along with the name Thor. Well Thor does carry that big hammer I kept seeing in the beginning.

Here Come's The Sun/The Beatles
The Eagle came up in the beginning too. It was the night I saw the shadow of the eagle on the ground from the lamp light above. Then the eagle on the flag. Then the man with the bald eagles head and the sky blue eagle eyes. The other animals that came up in the beginning? The elephant which turned out to be Lord Ganesh, and the Wolf. I have come to realize that I have learned to see the spirit animal in people as a child just in my nicknames alone.

You Can't Always get what You Want/RS
Last night I was looking up at Taurus and a few night's before, the Lynx. I was told years ago is my spirit lead animal. At the same time being told all my spirit animals are white. On this journey I kept hearing the name Horus, but I wasn't sure if it was a horse or Horus? It was awesome to discover Horus has a bald eagle head too. Another nickname I had growing up was Colt, then I saw the white horse bow down in front of JC. I guess what they are trying to tell me is that I'm Horus this time too. What's in a name? Volumes. I remembered this last week a place in Oregon my family would go vacation? Roseburg, Oregon.

Run Through The Jungle/CCR
The plaid shirt I wore on my ass is shot to hell. I've been trying to figure out a way to make a flag belt that hangs down my ass? First I was wondering where do I find one that size? Then it dawned on me that Michail brought me home a flag a few months back. I hung it over our bed. It's perfect for the width of my ass. This morning I rigged together my new belt. The new Orion's Belt is a flag. This mothers flag stands for the real freedom. This flag represents a fair justice system without the high price of sin.

Light My Fire/The Doors
My prayers have been simple lately. I simply pray for love. I know that's hard to understand being whom I am? The mountain with the broken heart. You know what they say about love? Love heals. John is another name that came up in the beginning. I kept saying "break bread and we are family." Later, I heard the "John The Baptist prayer." Then I figured out why I kept seeing the numbers 3:16 on this journey? Alex born 3:16 p.m, Destiny and The Knights Of The Templar are back for the Rose. The rest of my life and on this journey any injustice, discrimination or unwarranted 86ing? Three sixteen a.m. each time. Then I learned what John 3:16 was? "For God so loved the world he gave his one and only son, that whoever believes him shall not perish but have eternal life." Plain and simply put that would be love. You got my brother, my father, my husband and my son last time. You ain't getting this families sunshine. You ain't getting this red rock. You ain't getting the Rose.

Angel/SM

Left In The Dark

Left In The Dark/Meatloaf
Had some dark day's this last couple of weeks. Especially this last week. A few day's back screaming no! No! No! Going back to the scene I got flashed into sitting on JC's chest with the sheet wrapped around me. I touched his eyes and touched mine. "I said " I want to see what you see." It was another screaming moment for me getting flashed into that scene. My scream's "why? Why would I ever do that? I don't want to see what you see." Then I get a flash of the horsemen named death? Not the visual I wanted. Then I remembered reading "looking through the eyes of death."

Here Come's My Girl/Tom Petty
Don't worry, I figured out a thing or two since then? It doesn't make it any easier, seeing the bigger picture and all. Creating fear. Being walked through every relationship and hearing got to do your part." I was there wasn't I preparing, cooking and cleaning, packing and hauling? How we value love and what we hold over someone's head just to be right for your wrong's? Some men were just slower at showing that misogynist behavior in all walks of life. 2000 plus years and we still have this ego over women and our rolls today?  It's John Deer, John Cougar and John 3:16 those numbers they have shown me throughout my life. Finally it sunk in Jesus Christ' return, is it the hour of the dead or the hour of His return? For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believed in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." He came like a thief in the night.

We've Got Tonight/BS
I have discovered once again the answer to everything is love. It's just been such a long haul. Patience is a virtue is still bullshit. How long ago did I make this agreement? Time is of the essence? Whose mother fucking essence? It's cheered me up some re-watching Davinci Demons. OMMFLGOD! The similarities to my life? I can answer those questions about The Magician and the painting. Not just recently but getting the answers to the end of my dreams that I kind remembered asking "did I just see that machine change shapes? Was I in another dimension with others trying to get out of a time zone with a child?" Not ours here, us trying to get back here.

Bohemian Rhapsody/Queen
Did I just meet that man again in my dreams? Then they got deeper, being chained in front of a painting she had long curly hair. I couldn't see her face. Not being able to speak Truth in a courtroom after all that time of being on the chain gang? Finding out that's why I've remained on the chain gang is because I'm Eve who married the serpent? Wow and it was a documentary on Leonardo Davinci and the two time's two and the serpent. Then I remembered the verse and my shock when I came across it again in the bible? How many time's did I go back hidden from the serpent? I knew being in that location I was protected. Just like I felt protected on V's lot when I refused to sleep inside.

Up Around The Bend/CC
Not against porn after everything I've been through. You see this is why Greg was always the one checking the mail. That was his part all the while stealing all 4 set's of the key's I had to assemble. Not sure where they kept going only to find out all these year's u were protecting the sickest porn I've ever seen. No emotion just orgasm at first over and over I dry heaved and walked away.
What About Love/Heart
Then I find out why he's checking the mail and hiding my keys even after our business? The biggest fixer upper hiding of my key's like he's walking the mail to the mail box but he couldn't sit and write one check after our first daughter is born? Michail tonight finally talking or so he thinks to get laid. I'm noticing he's not as patient informative or punctual and for the last 2 plus hours I notice while talking 2 me about history and connections he's reading porn the whole time.
Tim3 After Time/CL
I admit I yelled minute man dick. Nine years is a long time. I might not want to be treated like a rag doll kitty cat like I'm not even there for hours  I'm done with good excuses for bad behavior. Ya wanna check the mail now?
Dream On/ Aerosmith
How do you make mother nature come out of her box like a bitch in heat? Not to rape not to diminish but to lift higher. What side of love do u want 2B on? I assure u your mom came before any of u did.
All I Wanna Do Is Make Love/Heart