Are they ghost or spirit's?

Last night I went 2 bed about 12:30. Monday April 20th I stayed up to get good and tired. On my way in 2 the bedroom I had 2 grab the door way and this time I did it. I threw myself forward and breathed until the blackness lifted. Fainting sucks. I stumbled to the bed and fell onto it. 

I curl up on my right side. I close my eyes and opened them back up. I have 3 ghost right in front of me. They were fully formed. I started punching and kicking them. I'm yelling, my mantra, in the name of Jesus Christ I rebuke U. Now get the fuck out of my house and don't you come round here nomore. 

I punched the woman in the middle. You could see her middle dissipitate into air. She wore a forest green dress. Not from this time. She had a man on both sides. 

The 3rd man to her right was younger than the other 2. He had on a red sweatshirt.  This guys head was shrinking and he's angry coming down on top of me. I'm screaming and I kicked him off of me. Michaels trying 2 pin me down yelling their is no one there. 

I'm getting up screaming still and trying 2 keep my legs working running them out. I moved out 2 the couch so I could have a light. I'm leaning against my pillows. I looked over 2 the back of the hall and I could see a teenager with a plaid shirt. I'm yelling ICU standing there. Then I'm yelling for Michael. Then the next one showed up all dressed in white. Michael is in my face screaming at me because I woke him up. His arms on both sides of me. I can see over his shoulder. The guy was laughing. Then he turned around facing the bedroom door and extended his height over the bedroom door. Apparently they can shape shift too. 

I turned on the bathroom light and shut Michails door. He was pissed, but I wasn't going to let them have a darker corner to stand in. Besides Michael is useless. He's not a seer. He's not clairvoyant, or clairadient. 

Awhile back the bathroom lit up and a Asian guy walks out with a gun, I'm screaming Michael he has a gun, he has a gun. Michael is saying there is no one there. I said inside me oh shit that's right he can't see.

(Back 2 the morning of the 20th)

Something caught my eye on the left. It was a glowing red string wiggling around like I'm a cat. Then it was on the floor wiggling back and forth. There wasn't anything working it. It was invisible. I'm pissed off yelling at whatever is doing this, knock it the fuck off.

Of course no sleep. In the morning right B4 daybreak about 5:45. I turned to the left and from under our chair an animal comes crawling out. Like this is normal. It stretches. It had a ferret face only much bigger with wider body. Not afraid it walks out and laid on the living room floor. 

I have no idea where it disappered to I followed it, the only place it could go was under a small dresser. Creepy and freaky. I started questioning myself. It was 2 much and I could describe them. 

Aliens, ghost, past lives, Jesus Christ, 5 days the Valley Shadow of Death, and this was what terrified me? It was unexpected. How many times in my life have I been woken up by something standing over me? How many people and beings have I met? It's just pissing me off now. It makes me wonder why now? Where's my guides? Where's my brother sitting in a chair in the dining room. I could C him thru the walls. Shoulder length dark hair, head down elbows on his knees. It was the same position he was sitting in. My step father a belt in hand. Zion Mary is yelling at him calling him names. Telling him he's the bad seed. He'd just escaped from Juvie again. I believe this was the last time I recall seeing him. 

Zion Mary as abusive as ever. Blaming her only Son 4 being born. When Jim picked me up by the ankle and spanked me 4 not eating my cream of corn. Yeah, who doesn't want a man like this 2 do your bidding? Got 2 marry this 1. 

Lake of Fire

Brown Eyed Girl

So now I discover there is a Lake Of Fire? Learn something new everyday. Boy those fault lines are going to shift. This is why my sister and eye felt like we'd been in a fire. Still don't like Peter. Not happy one God dammed bit. Didn't I figure out whose daddy has Solomons ring of fire in the palm of his hand. I wrote it in the Promised Land, step 12 in AA.

Song Of The South

I was writing U walked thru the ring of fire no worse for wear. Still pretty pissed off about this one. Feeling picked and handed to a guy that not even eye want 2 get in bed with. Bull rider has the assets. When he said to me I've done what I've pretty much wanted my whole life. While I live the God dammed life, of hell. Wondering what's going on?

Take Me Down To The Paradise City Oh won't U please take me home?

I've figured out what the conductor really means when it cums down 2 me. Flock me is right. Flock me in the mother fucking ass. One measly agreement has turned into all this. Yes I now understand the ant holding up the earth in the beginning. To find out I'm part of the ant colony, alien ant's giant ant's, right where they sit? It's good they are there they are on our side. What Peter said just chaps my ass even more. That I'm coming back to take the righteous by hand out of hell? Lake of fire? Oh Cum ON! This place is a real shit hole. They said long ago when I asked how are the Sun and Chiva going 2 cum 2gether? Then I look over 2 the TV and there is my answer, ISIS holding up the sun.

Wheel In The Sky

I had my head in the pantry bent over trying to breath. I kept hearin them say Just Breath then the song cums on. I walked 2 the center of the floor cross legged, my head turned away. They ask R U OK? I say I'm A OK and I see my grand daddy with one of his hand signals, the OK sign with his blue eye looking thru. Stunned, numb for a moment. Now I figured out the Conductor, and the sing song I wrote 4 Alex. Another Buffy mom appauled I put my daughter last behind my animals. I put her in charge, 2 over C the flock. Recently I asked Michael, who rides in the back of a train? He said the Conductor.

Better Together/LC

It's been sinking in lately about what the country/Conductor really means with the sun/Son and me. I carry Him inside me. It makes me cry. I never knew. I never knew, what being the voice really means in my family tree line that sit in the heavens surrounding this rock. They aren't literally going to go over the atom with me, then I find out it was Einstein talking to me. I remembered it right away. The atom. Power of the P.E.N.The Protron, Electron and the Neutron. Bride of Frankenstein or Einstein?

Wagon Wheel/DR

Well now that I know, where the entity sits now. Couldn't be wrong on this one. Where I stuck the staff in the ground and started screamin my arms wide open, hands in fist "GET THE FUCK OFF MY ROCK. I READ WHEN I LOOKED IT UP ON GOOGLE. Jesus Christ said permenatley and it smells like Sulphur. That smell coming from another house of blue, not the sewage plant next door, but the blue house, grabbing my stomache and heaving. There is no way I can handle that smell. I really do now believe he's, or it the entity is in the sewers. Now I ask U why do I stand in the Land OF Kings? Why did the Prophet who came B4 handed me a Navy looking Pee coat, that had Zero King on the label.

I Love Rock and Roll/JJ

My grand daddies other sign, the rock sign. I'm the mountain, I'm The Rock. Move over Dwayne Johnson the Rock is back. I'm the diamond in the rough. I used to write in my daughters napkins lil notes. A big EYE with lashes, a heart and the U. The other one was U R the air in which I breath, the apple of my eye, and the beating of my heart. U R mini me's. Then Alex signs a painting signed from mom. I used to wake them up singing it off key. You Are My Sunshine.

Another 1 Bites the Dust

Just when I think I know enuf, I find out no their is more. They R really going to light me up. What did my dad say in the Park? I don't have 2 make 1 God Dammed move. Yeah, now I'm hoping that's true.

I've connected the Connect 4 game and discovered in my writing along the way, the name's of The Four Horsemen. 

I saw on a show called The Messengers. The 7 😇 wanted 2 stop the 4 Horsemen 2 B stopped. They're here and they're on our side.